My Girl Friend

Wish i had a girl friend.. a girl like Ash.. Sizzling.... stunning and scrumptious.. oops am i talking about food here.. hmm.. yep i was talking about a girl friend to talk in the night.... to share my dreams.. to dine in the evening... to walk down the street.. to tell me jokes... to listen to me.. to wake me up in the morning.. to pick me a shirt... to match me a tie... to give me a wallet... to send me a birthday card.. to celebrate valentine.. to scream in the air.. to huddle down the room.... to sit next me.. to chat every day... chat me on my face book… say I love on twitter… tag me on your album…

I badly need a girlfriend…to say that I love you… love you more than me… I badly need a girl friend… come and grab my arm… I really want a girlfriend to share my everything.. call every minute.. to kiss on my cheek.. to love me forever...to wipe my tear off.. to clam my emotions.. to share my doughnut... to go to the cinema.. to play with my hair.. to ask dumb questions.. to plan my future... to care about me.. to introduce to my parents.. to hold my hands tight... to rub my shoulders.. to make a cup of tea... to play all day... to tell me a secret.. to carry on my arms... i need a girl friend... i need a girl friend... where are you.. I’m waiting for you... i have lost all of my patients.. come meet me... i have wasted so many years waiting for you... now i have lost it.. so come and say hi... I’m single ready to mingle... come enter my life.. i hope you'll like me... so be my girl friend now.....

But where are you honey... I want to meet you now... i will take good care of you... i will love as much as i could.. i will promiseto make you happy.. So please come this way.... all my friends have girl friends... But why on earth am i an exception? i want to have a girl friend ... So will you be my girl friend...

Family or friends?

Life is a series of triumphs and disappointment. Therefore it’s important to have some trustworthy people around you to share those joyful and dull moments in life. A party with just one person will never be a hit. Similarly funerals with just one person don’t convey a good message either. Therefore it’s important to know whom to associate in life. Cuz people play a major role in our lives. Positive or negative they make a huge impact on our lives. Friends, family or may be Stanger might be with you at that crucial moment in your life. The person you thought a friend might turn it to an enemy at that moment. So cherry pick the ones that you associate with.

You could be surrounded with dozens of people during your happiest moment. But what about the miserable moments in life? Would all those so call friends still stick with you? No... I don’t thing so... Life is a survival of the fittest. So when you be come weak in life, no matter how rich or famous we are, we do get neglected in life.. Thus what if you encounter that moment. Who will be there for you? Friend or family? Well if you are clueless.. let me clear your doubt.

It’s only the family that would stand for you. Friends sometimes will be for you.. But not every time.. So please be mindful on how you handle with your family. Do build some strong relationships with your siblings, if you have any.. Do build a good relationship with your parents if they are still alive? Do share some solid times with your children and wife if you not divorced.. Cuz a strong family circle play a major role in your life.....

Imagine that you killed someone by mistake and hid that mystery from the rest of world. You would still have your so called friends and family around you.. What if the world discover about your guilt and brand you as a murderer. Would you still have those friends and family with you.. Friends.. i doubt.. But family.. You might have a chance, Cuz no matter what you do in life, a strong family would stick with you, support you, defend you, advise you...

Friends you can earn,, but family you cant earn.. Imagine that you are the only child in the family.. You can earn countless numbers of friends,, but can you have your own sibling.. No you cant... so if you have family, if you have siblings, if you have cousins.. You are lucky.. Treasure them.. Socialize with them, help them in need Cuz once you built a strong bond with them, you will never be left alone in life.........

Have you kissed anyone?

Have you kissed anyone? If you have not, why not try now. Trust me you’ll love it. Okay let me put it this way, Kiss is a special form of expression that human’s inherit. Hold your partner's head with both hands and slowly move their head in the direction you wish your kiss to go... then slowly kiss up towards your partner's eyes and give them a tender kiss on top of their closed eyes. While your partner is resting or sleeping with eyes closed, very gently kiss her lip. Simply come from behind, embrace her, and kiss the top of her shoulder. Take a small sip of your favorite drink. Leaving a little bit of it on your lips, kiss your partner. It is a unique way to create a sensual feeling and your partner will enjoy it. Whisper sweet nothings into your partner's mouth. Before your partner awakes lean over and kiss their cheek and move over giving soft kisses until you reach their lips. Definitely what a pleasant way to wake up!

You could even Send your lover a kiss in a love letter by writing the letter x several times in a row at the bottom of a letter such as XXXXX. I’m pretty sure if you try one of this in practice, you would definitely experience a difference in life. Now don’t take me wrong. I didn’t mean anything bad. It could be a kiss given to a child by his mother, a kiss given to a son by his father, a kiss given to a sister by her brother, a kiss given to a friend. So what ever it is, a simple kiss could really make a huge impact on ones life. But the crucial point is to find the right person to kiss. As you would see, kiss is a very private yet intimate moment in life.

So when I was looking for the meaning of kiss I ended up lost in jungle of explanations. Cuz kiss had different meanings. In Economics Kiss was that thing for which the demand was always higher than the supply. In Accountancy Kiss was a credit because it was profitable when returned. In Algebra Kiss was infinity because two divided by nothing. In Geometry Kiss was the shortest distance between two lips. In Physics Kiss was the contraction of mouth due to the expansion of the heart. In Chemistry Kiss was the reaction of the interaction between two hearts. In Zoology Kiss was the interchange of salivary bacteria.

In Physiology Kiss was the juxtaposition of two orbicularisoris muscles in the state of contraction. In Dentistry Kiss was infectious and antiseptic. In Philosophy Kiss was the persecution for the child, ecstasy for the youth and homage for the old. In English Kiss was a noun that was used as a conjunction, which is more common than proper, it is spoken in the plural and it is applicable to all. In Architecture Kiss was a process which builds a solid bond between the two dynamic objects. Oh my god? So many explanations! But what ever it is for me kiss is something that would make me feel special in life. So why not find your special one right now and give him or her a warm kiss. By the way make sure whether that person is ready to except it first. Cuz the wrong kiss given to the wrong person might end up you some where you don’t expect.

The Dead Spirit

Do you believe in dead spirits? Demons? Vampires? Dracula? Well what you don’t? Well for some time, I didn’t believe them either. I thought that they were all fictions… just cat and bull stories... even when I read the twilight series I knew it was false.. Come on, how can you find immortal vampires sucking blood? Bullshit. I thought. But if it was is false, how come the thoughts of demons come to the mind sets of people.. I mean where ever you go, every human civilization DO believe in demons.. So how did that happen? What are these demons? Do they really exist? How do they look like? Has any body seen them? Well that’s something to think about? but as I grow up I realised that I was wrong and demons do live.

So what really matters is not whether we believe it or not, but whether do they exist or not? Well if you need an answer? I’d say YES. Demons do exist? They live with us? They are part of this world? They have mates, They have children, They have family, but the only different is that we cant see them, they are made of smoke.. AND LOOKS SCARY. Now I’m sure you might wonder how I got to know all this information, Well for you information, please don’t question me? Just believe my words? Demons do exist, some exist in the form of human, others in the form of dead spirits, some spirits haunt houses, some spirits haunt people and make their lives miserable, some people do have the ability to sense the existence of the demons, some do get friendly with the demons and get their personal work done.. Well that’s something to do with witchcraft and wizardry..

So if you still don’t believe me , I can’t help, cuz I can’t prove it? But I’m sure some of you must have experienced wired things in life, things to do with demons, why not share them here? We would like to hear. So next time when a dog hauls in the darkness you would know why it is? Maybe a demon family crossing the road in the darkness..

My Monthly Salary

Oh my god. I have another 10 more days to get my monthly salary. But I don’t have a cent left in my pocket. What exactly happened to all my money?” I thought in desperation. “Did someone steal my wallet? No”. “Did I spend my salary on charity? No”. “Did I give my salary to my mother? No”. “Did I go on a vacation? No...”. “Then what the hell did I do with my salary? What really happened to it? I have no idea? Wait a second; did I get last months salary? Yes I did? So what the hell happened to my salary? Did I lend a loan to a friend? I don’t think so cuz I still have my friends with me. Did I go for a movie? No… did I save it in the bank? No. I remember my bank statement nil. So what happened to my salary? Did I by new cloths? No... I still wearing the T shirt that I bought last month. Oh my god then what the hell happened to my salary? Did I lose it?” I was terrified”

“Did I pay my phone bill? No. Did I pay my credit card bill? No. Did I buy a gift to my cousin? No? Did I buy a book for it? No? Did I buy a watch? No. did I hide it under he pillow? Did I shred it? No... Did I throw it? No. No... So what the hell happed to my salary? Where the hell it is? I have no idea…. Oh my salary? Where are you? I’m hungry right now? I want to buy something right now? “A hot dog… a cappuccino coffee and a tuna sandwich”. But I don’t have cash with me... oh my salary where are you?” I screamed... Suddenly I saw a friend of mine coming this way. I was happy. Now I could borrow some cash I thought. “Dude can I borrow 100 bucks” I asked.. “Oh man. I’m broke… I was about to ask you for some cash” my friend replied “So nobody has money” I thought. “But where are you my dear salary? I can’t find you in my wallet?” I told my self. Where are you my salary? Oh my god now I remember?” I was enlightened.

“Now I remember what I did with you. I just splurged it for no reason. I bought a stupid I pod for my salary? Which cost me A fortune…But why did I buy an I pod? Was it really important? Not really… Then why did i spend my salary on that? Well to be honest, i really wanted to be relaxed and hear some good music? But where’s my I pod now? It’s in my pocket. Okay.. Then why don’t you listen to it? Well. I’m really sick of listening to the same old play list over and over again. Beside its not charged… hmmm.. if its not useful why the hell did I buy an I pod? Why not pay your phone bill or rather spend it on your studies? My spirit questioned my self… I have no idea? I was speechless. It’s not my fault… that’s what everyone does, when they get their salary.. They splurge it for no reason. Nobody knows to plan their expenses.. No wonder the world is in a financial recession... cuz I’m just a part of it…. I ended up screwing my life this month in hunger…10 more days to get my next salary..

Best Lesson in Life....

Just After fasting for thirty days during the month of Ramadan ( few months ago)I was so eager to welcome the Eid festival (a religious holiday) as it was a day filled with joy, happiness and food. Finally I would be able to have my breakfast, lunch without any dilemma. Unfortunately my sister was safe guarding the scrumptious biriyani, the traditional rice curry and the delicious watalappam- an egg pudding that my mother made from the morning as a cobra was protecting a treasure. “Hmm, I could wear new cloths and send countless number of sms’s to my friends” I made up my mind. But firstly I had to go to the mosque to perform the Eid prayer. But I badly wanted to meet someone that morning. I wanted to wish that person and give my blessings. Yeah… it was woman. But it was neither my girl friend nor my secret crush. But it was someone special in my life that had helped me make my life meaningful. It was not the nun lived next door but my grandmother who lived with my aunt one mile away from my home. She was eighty nine years old and had fourteen children. At a time where parents are neglected and sent to elderly homes she was one of the luckiest women to get surrounded by children, grand children and get treated as a queen. Surprisingly she never inherited property. She was a simple woman who never saved anything for her self but spent on others.

As the clock ticked at nine I reached my aunts’ and rang the door bell. “Salaam, Nifraz” My aunt welcomed me “come inside, “Eid Mubarak,” she called me in “Have a seat Nifraz, the chicken curry is on the burner, I’ll come back in minute” she rushed to the kitchen. But I didn’t want to sit. I wanted to meet my grandmother. So I scuttled to the room where she lived. The room was lit bright to the brisk sun. It had a huge bed in the center and a teak dressing table, a couch, an almeyrah and a wooden table in all four corners. A half full water bottle, an oval spectacle, a red napkin and balm bottle were scattered on the bed. A bundle of voile saris were also kept on the wooden table nearby. “Grandma, where are you?” I knew she was here. Suddenly my grand mother emerged to my sight while shutting the almeyrah door. She was wearing a light green sari. “Salaam, is that shamil?” she asked while looking at me “no... It’s me Nifraz,” I corrected, “hmm. So as usual you’re the first one to greet me?” she welcomed me with a warmth smile. “How’s your mom and sister?” she asked. “Well they’ll come in the evening” I replied. “Grandma, Eid looks to be grand for you,” I said “yeah grand. I have got sixteen saris as gifts and I don’t know which one to wear” she smiled. “Sixteen… that’s too much for your age” I passed a joke... “Let’s give salaam” I initiated to greet.


When I was small, greeting was the best thing about the Eid festival as we exchanged money. When I was little, I used to collect about eight hundred rupees. Sadly as I’m grown up and employed now I was not getting money. Instead I’m compelled to give money to others. Well that’s the different between me and my grandma. She loves giving money to others. That morning I took a hundred rupee note from my pocked and hid it under my arms and grabbed my grandma’s arms and greeted with love. I hugged her three times on her cheek and blessed her more years to live. “Hmm… May God bless you” she took the note and hid it under her jacket. “Nifraz, let me greet you, now” she took a five hundred rupee note and gave it to me. I was embarrassed. She had given me more than hundred. Neither she had property nor wealth, but she was rich. She had never been employed throughout her eighty nine years. But she always had money. “But how?” I always wonder. I have been employed for three years now. But I’m always bankrupt. She was my bank. Bizarrely even now she used to give me pocket money. But she never asks them back. “Nifraz, she called me again and handed over another five hundred rupee note. “Grandma just now you gave money” I told while refusing the money. “I know, now go and give this money to your aunt in the kitchen. She’ll be very happy” she said “b….ut grandma” I stammered “I brought money. I’ll give her when I greet” But my grandma was adamant. “Its ok Nifraz, you add that to this and give her the total, everyone things your aunt has enough of wealth” grandma said, “So nobody gives her cent. You give this. She’ll be very happy”. I was compelled to take the money and give my aunt. Well... this was the secret of long life of my grandma.

Usually my grandma gets money from her children to spend on her personal needs... But she diligently spends them all on others... She loves it... “You know Nifraz... If you give one rupee to a person in need… God will definitely give you ten folds in return. That’s the best investment you can ever make” But I work five days a week and always broke. I don’t even have money to pay my phone bill. But my grandmother always spends on others and remains rich. “Give what ever you have to others. Rich or poor… Just give… doesn’t matter whether he comes walking or on an expensive car… just Give them what you have… just give, God will double, triple and return the due, when you’re in need. Although it seems to be an unusual theory.. I think for my grandma, its money, saris, good health, love and happiness is what God had given in return

Saddam Hussein vs Barack Hussein

What a wonderful world? You never know what's going happen the next very moment? a world full of surprises.. It’s just like we expect the unexpected.. i mean just like the name Hussein...Husain… I have no idea how to spell it? But what a controversial name is it? few years back when the US invaded IRAQ it was all about capturing Saddam Hussein? Isn’t it? That was the most hated name of all? i mean for the Americans .. but look at their fate now... few days back another Hussein just gave the most sacred oath as the president of the same old country? How wired is it? why Hussein? why not Thomas? Dick? Henry or Peter? why was it Hussein? i have no idea? my head is just pounding thinking about it? How strange is it?

Undoubtedly Hussein is an Islamic name.. i mean a Muslim name... i don’t think that it has to do anything with Christianity... Hussein is a pure Muslim... even though Obama Hussein is a Christian he has a Muslim part in his name.. the name of the most hated person of US, Saddam Hussein ... Would anyone in the US ever imagine that their next president would be a Hussein? no.. but now it seems to be in history as Barack Hussein Obama has already sworn in as their president? hmmm... what a world? it is a well known fact that Americans hanged Saddam Hussein to death few years back... but now another Hussein is leading their country from crisis to prosperity... how wired is that? the same old people who convicted Saddam Hussein as a terrorist is safeguarding their new B Hussein O... how strange is it? have any president of the united states have a Muslim name so far? no? but now it is... so what is the bottom line of all these? Can anyone answer? Change… Change has come..

US thought Hussein was the filthiest name of all? but now that's the name of their president? Oh my god? What a strange world? A world with a limited number of names? But i still don’t understand with the name Hussein... Even if Obama had to have a Muslim part in his name, why Hussein? i mean out of all these Muslim names... Hussein... what ever? it's just strange? That’s all? by the way sometimes the next American president could be Osama Alex Bin Michael Laden... who knows? Cuz the way the world is heading it could happen one day... By the way let me make something clear… I have nothing against US or OBAMA or SADDAM HUSSEN? It’s just a thought… a wired thought okay

What the hell is happening in Gaza?

What the hell is happening in Gaza? i have no idea? Why is everyone in the world is silent about this matter.. I have lost patience... why do human kill each other so brutally? Have we all become vampires? Oh Stephanie Mayer what have you done to us? You have just turned all of us crave for blood as in the characters in your book. Why don’t people question Israel for their bloody attacks? Why is all this happening to people? Are humans that cheap? Can some one answer me? What’s wrong with Israel? Does Israel want human blood to survive? Why on earth are all these so called noble prize winning, CNN heroes award winning people are quite about this problem? why aren’t American peace keepers are not involved with it? opps im sorry .. i forgot the fact that Israel was nurtured by Americans? Is this a war for land? I don’t think so? Cuz Gaza strip is a small piece of land? then is this war of power? why not... its in deed a war for power? then isn’t it a war of religion? hmm... spot on.... this is a war against religions...... how disgusting is it.. i mean for the sake of religion how can you kill people.. Religions should enlighten people… but what’s wrong here

Religion should be something that purifies you. so if the same religion becomes a reason to kill people……….oh my god... i have no words to say... why does people act this way.. Why does Israel act this way? is Israel such powerful country? Who are the forefathers of Israel? How old is Israel? Thousand years………… Two thousand………. come on Israel is not even sixty years old? What? are you kidding? No……….. I’m not... if Israel is having such a short history how come Israel become so powerful? Someone should support them? i mean some powerful nation? Who are they? America? I don’t think so…… cuz US is against violence... and currently US is fighting against terrorism in IRAQ, don’t they? so i don’t think that america is involved here.... cuz according to media reports US is the country who have emerged as the salvation of humanity….my foot….hmm that is the funniest statement I ever typed… .. Why do Americas grant so much of funds to Israel? Maybe their using those funds to spread the message of JESES... I mean the message of peace... okay.... if it’s not US, who are they? Who the hell is supporting Israel? Jeez…. I have no idea.

Now what about the UN? UN……… what the hell is that... frankly i have no freaking idea about UN? what I all know is that UN is a problem solver in developing countries.... so where are the UN now? why cant they stop this war? how can they let those palasthenian people die? Children…. Little boys… girls…. Infants…. what have those innocent people done to Israel? Now its clear the UN doesn’t have back bone... sorry UN does have a backbone which is operated by US. if US is against violence they should do something to it… funnily for US, only Osama, al Qaeda and hamaz and all the Islamic groups seems to be terrorists… if US is so concerned about violence ewhy cant they stop this war? dont they see ISRAEL as a blood thirst group.They will not…and they will NEVER STOP THIS WAR..... cuz this war is NOT about terrorism or violence…. THIS WAR IS all about power, religion and power……

So what are we going to do about this problem? Are we going to keep quite? Shame on us? Shame on humans? Shame on Muslim leaders? How dare you let those people die just because they believe in God…. how unfair is that? So now its time to do something? Is War the best solution? I don’t think so? Cuz none of these religions encourages us on war... but it doesn’t mean that you cannot get in to wars... its just an alternative.... but why do we act that way... forget about the religion ... aren’t we all humans... so please try to understand that first................. What ever said and done I’m sure that I’m gonna witness the THIRD WORLD WAR very soon… so I’ll have to get some pop corns to watch this on TV... FRANKLY I’m so exited about it….

How Dare You Shut My Mouth

Oh my! i read a few of your posts and the complete ignorance and onesidedness in them astound me. but as always, to each his own. let me just say a few things. . you're contradicting yourself there mate" Thats what amelie had to say after readaing http://nifraz.blogspot.com/2008/11/please-stop-talking-about-obama.html also some one called aathif left this comment to the same post 'You have just exaggerated the power of America? For god sake power is not everything….. its just something… ok… that’s the mistake of the world… we are just devided…amelie…'' blah blah blah..u mus be the worst ignorant fuck ever to write a blog..geeez!just read back and see what you have written u idiot..i hate ignorant fucks like u..just shut up and Die u idiot!!or READ!!!!!!!!!!!!

Disagree with your post, but I respect your opinion. You act as if a legal bind is enough to hold together a marriage. People cheat, people betray others even when they are married. I'm sorry that Sonia went through a horrible experience, but her experience does not at all represent the experience of others who have lived with their mates, including me. Have you lived with your mate, if you haven't, how can you talk as if you know how it is? It seems as if Sonia and body guard made a faulty mistake in getting pregnant. It seems as if your blog is more centered on sex, Overall, its a personal choice, and no one should judge others because it does no match their own religious views or their personal thoughts...well this is what kavitha from IL had say about living together... find out more at http://nifraz.blogspot.com/2008/10/whats-wrong-with-living-together.html so whats really wrong with living together.

"have you ever seen a single woman on the street with their natural hair"??? dude! do you live in Vegas or Lanka? I'm a woman and I can gurantee that MOST women keep their natural hair. And when we DO treat our hair, its not just for looks! A woman might straighten her hair coz its more convenient as well :eg straightened hair is easier to maintain than natural frizzy curls this what Strawberry Kiss had say when i talked about beauty of women... Guy was burst in anger reading the same post about beauty and typed her thoughtws as utter ignorance! "do we like a peacock or peahen? Do we like a lion or a lioness? Obviously the answer would be the lion and the peacock now isn’t those two animal’s males?" so irrelevant to the idea.. What point does it make to know what our preferences are? Here's the point though.. Who does a peacock choose? a peahen of course.. Who does a lion pick.. don't think he'll pick Angelina or even Ash... he'll pick the frigging lioness.. hahahaha. "if beauty is a natural thing why do women die to get it artificially?" So you ask this question.. now I have a question.. Do YOU think beauty is a natural thing? I guess you do since you wrote this post.. then here's what I don't understand... I don't understand if I'm confused right now, because as far as I know.. the most beautiful woman in Your list is the all made-up, anorexic one and only Ash Rai... I wonder which part of her is actually Natural... ;D ;D.. find out more at http://nifraz.blogspot.com/2008/10/women-symbol-of-ugliness.html

This is a superb post... Yeah thinking about it, Prabha is one hell of a leader. Even Hitler was a great leader who did terrible things. Mind you something; It is not a matter of land, it is a matter of freedom and acceptance. As long as you deprive the Tamils of their dignity, we will have several more prabhakarans in the future.. Great post Nafraz.. and a superb blog too... this is what sachithvida said after reading my letter to prabakaran at http://nifraz.blogspot.com/2008/10/letter-to-prabakaran.html

I think you said this very well and I agree wholeheartedly with it. It is therefore important that before a person is judged, as a terrorist or a patriot he should be given a fair hearing. Both sides of the argument should be heard, the situation should be analyzed, and the reason and the intention of the person should be taken into account, and then the person can be judged accordingly. There are ignorant people everywhere. Don't let them get you down. Be well & be happy" that is what timethief told after going through http://nifraz.blogspot.com/2008/11/difference-between-terrorist-and.html

"You seem to know quite a lot about Indian movies yet you hate them. The Wizard of Oz is no different with a silly incoherent plot peppered with singing and dancing with no apparent justification yet is one of my and my sons favorite movies.Otherwise I agree with you, but the Chinese say: The mind sees further, but the heart covers more ground.Cheers" thats what wizzard said on http://nifraz.blogspot.com/2008/12/i-hate-bollywood.html

Problem with the polygamy is .. lets say elite 10% of the crowd decided to have 3 wife’s. And then next 20% of wannabe elite crowd, (there is always wannabe crowd you know), let’s say, have two wife each. That end up leaving 70% men with 30% of woman (if my match is correct). Now if you look at polygamist animals like sea lions, males have to keep on fighting other males to maintain their property. So males are huge in size compare to females. They have lot of medical problems and very short lifespan. But we humans do not have to behave that way, what we can do is, lower the desire for the woman in the society. We can do that by covering woman head to tow, separate them from rest of the men. etc.. But still for those 40% unfortunate group of men, you can promise something like.. “you can have large number of woman to yourself in heaven, if you die killing other men, so we can have more woman that we in desperate need of”. So we back to sea lion situation again. We have to keep on fighting for woman. That is the only problem with Polygamy. this is what sam had to say on http://nifraz.blogspot.com/2008/12/how-many-is-too-many-talk-about.html

well if you wonder what this post is all about...i know it's confuzing...a loT...but I cant help cuz its not my own words... CUZ THIS IS ALL ABOUT YOU.... this is what YOU had said about some of my posts... Thank you very much for your contribution.. i never thought that i will be able to write a post on your words... but i think i have done it through this one... so thanks again...keep on reading my blog in 2009 too.. and feel free to leave your thoughts... you never know... coz your thoughts might end up on a new post like this one.... i'll never block or erase them.. good or bad ... i value your thoughts... wish you all the very best for 2009... may God bless you all....

How Many is too Many - a talk about Polygamy

Why do i have only one passport... why not two of them... why cant i go to school as a student again ...why cant i celebrate my fifth birthday again .... why do i have to settle my phone bill by tomorrow.... why do i have only few bucks in my wallet... jeez.... why do i have only one job but not two... cuz if i had two jobs... i would have earned more... yeah but you are restricted to do certain things more than once in life... birth is one such thing.. Death is one… Marriage is another...are you sure …. Well you can marry several times in life... i mean you marry one person.. divorce him and then marry again... but what about a person marring several times simultaneously.... well that’s something to think about... if everything in life has limits... what about the number of marriages a person can have.. is there any certain number on that? i have no idea... but i think that's something to think about... so this time my blog is all about multiple marriages.. Interesting isn’t it.. i know... but today I’ll be only discussing about multiple marriages among men... so it's all about polygamy...

I'm sure you might wonder whether don’t i have any other things to write about... well i do.. but this sounds special.. So what is polygamy all about.. is it a sin... I’m sure most of you would think that it's just only practiced among Muslims... hell no... it's just something practiced by men all around the world... so what's the big deal about it.. What is polygamy? Polygamy is the situation in which one man is either married to or involved in sexual relationships with a number of different women at one time…but not together on one bed but in different locations……now I am I elaborating it too much… I don’t care… This is the most common form of polygamy...in a nut shell it’s all about having one ... two.. Three ... four ... five... six or more wives...


Polygamy is encouraged in African countries where leaders in such countries encourage multiple marriages to increase the population.. The number of women becoming the secret second wife is ever increasing in Asia too.. In Mongolia there has been discussion about legalizing polygamy to reduce the imbalance of the male and female population.. Polygamy is considerably more widespread among Hindus in Nepal than in India. In Hong Kong they say that a wife is not as good as concubine, concubine is not as good as prostitute, prostitute is not as good as secret affair, secret affair is not as good as the affair you want but can't get.. how bad is it man? According to Theravada Buddhism, polygamy is discouraged and extrametrical affairs are considered sinful. It is said in the Parabawa Sutraya that "a man who is not satisfied with one woman and seeks out other women is on the path to decline". But surprisingly almost all the Buddhist kings in India/sri lanka have had so many wives…. I’m not taking about one or two... cuz I’m talking about hundreds of them... talking about India, in Ramayana, father of Ram king Dasharath has three wives.. so talking all this information in to account allmost all the countries and religions have their share in polygamy... so is it a sin... is it ok... i have no idea... why do men get involved in polygamy... is it something to do with the biological structure of men... our men not satisfied with one women... well if that was the case why do we have so much of brothels in the world... I see… so there is a need for it... so is polygamy the answer for it.... i have no idea.. But looking at the major religions of the world such as Judaism, Christianity and Islam most of the prominent personalities in those scriptures are polygamists... what? You’re kidding? No... I’m not kidding…So is it ok to have more than one wife? i have a doubt...do you know about Moses, do you know about Abraham, Do you know about Solomon... all these prophets have had more than one wife... even prophet Muhammad have had more than one wife... So is it ok to have more than one wife... and is there any limit for it... how many is too many... can i marry fifty women... at least five.... So are these religions encourage us to marry more than one women... i have no idea... now its clear that its not only Muslims who are polygamists but everyone... has God approved polygamy... well as far as i know.. Yes you are allowed.. Otherwise those so called prophets of God would never marry more than one women...

So why are these religions encourage on polygamy but not Polyandry.. Well that i remain you to think... so think wisely... as far as I know according to Islam, the religion encourages a man to marry one, two, three or four but only if you can deal with your wives justly... otherwise stick with one wife... why dose it say that way...why have Islam put a limit on men... four... but if you look at the contemporary world it's really hard to survive with one women.. so Islam does encourage us to marry only one women.. but you can go for four women only if you could deal with justly... god know about human... specially men…god knows about the needs of men... so no wonder god has permitted men to marry more women.. so if you think that you could deal justly with more than one women... marry that women and give her the due recognition in the society.. Be courage’s enough to accept her as your legal wife... marry the widow.. marry the poor... give those neglected women a new life... So my dear male readers, if you're filthy rich dont waste it in vain, marry widows, divorced women, barren women and spend on them and thier children... cuz even women who our in prostitution use that money to feed her family....so for me polygamy seems to be the solution for prostitution... at prostitution you pay for a women for couple of hours and leave her away in hell... but in polygamy you give the right of a legal wife to a another women and sleep with her... let me put it in another way..... prostitution is all about sex, sex and sex... but in poligamy sex is only a small part of it... it's all about family, love, children, recognition for women and treating women equally.. So if you think I’m nutts today…I have no words to say…. please don’t get upset... cuz it might sound stupid... but when you think deeply it is something to think about ... cuz there are so may men out there who are against polygamy but sleeps with every other women they meet and call them bitch’s.. how unfair is that?

I hate Bollywood

Bollywood. Have anyone heard of that word. Bollywood with a big B. if you wonder what it is all about let me tell you.. It’s the term used to introduce the Indian movie industry. Some say that its the biggest movie industry in the world. But i hate bollywood. i don’t like at all. i simply cant stand on bollywood movies at all. It’s just stupid, bizarre and predictable. First of all what kind of name is it. I mean isn’t that word taken from the term Hollywood. Why can’t those people have their very own name to introduce their cinema? oh god help me. I cant take it anymore. if you think that Indian cinema is all about bollywood i think you are wrong. They also have kollywood which includes Tamil movies and Tollywood and i don’t know what wood is it but they have all the woods in store. It’s funny at times.

I hate shah rukh khan. He is just wired. i don’t like him at all. i don’t know why people call him king khan and die for him. Then they got this big B. some sixty year old chap who dresses up with those fancy cloths and dance for each and every thing through out the movie. Then they have aishwarya rai, another plastic doll who doesn’t know to act, for god's sake i don’t know how this industry is this big with all these stupid actors.. Notably in bollywood male actors never get old. They always remain young. In some instances there are actors around sixty but still does roles as college students and teenagers. How funny is that? But even young female fans who die for them. Sadly female actors loose their market as soon as they get married. Don’t you think that its unfair. But that’s what bollywood is all about. Have you heard about a man called Rajni kanth? He is just fifty eight years old. But he is currently filming his latest movie with aishwarya rai. Come on. This is stupid. And the movie is supposed to be the most expensive movie in bollywood. There are female actresses who played the love interest of these actors few decades ago who are playing the role of their grand mother in movies now. And this what bollywood is all about.

The best part is all about the story. It’s so predictable. All bollywood movies are all about artificial love stories. During the first half the boy tries to win the girl and both of them fall in love. Then they have a fight and fall apart. Then the girls try to reconcile with the boy. Alas finally both of them fall in love. If you think that was end of the movie here comes the villain from no where. Finally it’s all about fighting with the villain and marring at the end. This is what a typical bollywood movie is all about. In between there are hundreds of songs where the couple run around trees. its so stupid. That’s why i hate bollywood so much. i would say all this to anyone i meet. If my friends ask me whether i watch them. i would say “hell no”. not at all. But am i being honest here. Give me a minute cuz i really need to think.

Didn’t I spend two hours in the queue to watch a movie of rajni kanth two years ago. dont i have all the DVD's of hindi and tamil movies at home. dont i have all five songs of varanam ayiram in my I -Pod? dont i want to look like john abram? am i not in love with A R Rahman's music? i do.. i do... but why do i hate it... i have no idea... Well bollywood. let me think again. If bollywood is that bad why would I do that? i watch them a lot. But why do I deny about watching them. Frankly i think I’m addicted to those movies. it may be Hindi, Tamil, theligu or kannada what ever it is i love these movies. Now why did i say that i hate bollywood before? Did i? Well. tht's a big question. and thats somthing what all the asians do. they lie. may be i don’t want to show the world that i watch them cuz its cheap. People might misjudge me. They would think that I’m mad to watch bollywood movies. this is what most of the Asians like me do. they watch them all. but deny it. and I’m not any exception here. so if bollywood is that bad how come it become so successful . Yeah that’s something to think about. Well i think your right. Bollywood is indeed a big industry. And i do love to watch those movies.

so let me come clean. i love bollywood because its all about making you happy and taking you to a dream world.. In a nutshell bollywood is all about a full course meal. it has everything in one menu. It has a little bit of action, it has a little bit of romance, it has sentiment, it has comedy, it had horror and it has lovely songs. It has everything. These movies help us to forget our depressed lives. That’s why its so big in the world. Unlike Hollywood movies it has something to everyone and that’s why i love it but deny cuz I pretend to be happy to the outside world. for some reason i don’t feel like telling people that i watch them. i know its wired but that’s what the reality. Bollywood is rich in colure and simply a feast to your eyes. it gives the average people like you and me to explore the world within three hours just for few bucks.. the story might be about a cobbler. But the songs of the movie would be pasteurized in New York, London, Brazil or may be Australia. It’s just all about making all our dreams a reality and entertaining you. so i think its time to stop pretend disliking this amazing movie industry and watch them out. Well for your information my favorite Indian movie stars are akshey Kumar, surya and rajni kanth. i love aishwarya and Jyothika too. So if you guys haven’t heard about bollywood please Google it now. I’m sure you’ll love it. Devdas, Varanam Ayiram, Sivaji, rain coat, gilli, dhoom, jodha Akbar are my favorites.

Mumbai ATTACKS.... Terrorism and Patriotism...

I really don’t know where on earth is my blog is heading … few months back I started this blog in order to share my thoughts about life with others… but suddenly I think it had changed its purpose and direction.. sadly its beyond my control… and I cant help it cuz my mind is going nuts… its just my mind… ok….for that matter yesterday suddenly a wired though boggled in to my mind…well I have no idea about it.. but I thought of sharing about it with you… ok...let me get it straight i'm just shocked about the Mumbai attacks.. how come people kill each othere? how come? how can we do it? but we do... dont we... in the name of Terrorism and Patriotism... but how can we.....

Now do you know the difference between a terrorist and a patriot? Anybody know? Hey this post is not about them… I just want to know the difference between them… that’s it…Coz I really cant figure out the difference between them… for my surprise some individual had called me a terrorist just because I have a different name… a muslim name.... now how wired is that….. Does being a Muslim makes you a terrorist… it’s wired… and an absolute unintelligent quote… anyway some one called me that… I have know issues about it… cuz I’m not one of them…….. but my point is what makes you a terrorist? Coz I have no idea about it…… Well as far as I know a terrorist is a person who usually involves violence against civilians for the advancement of a political view or religious belief…. Huh… now getting back to my question what’s the different between a terrorist and patriot? Well a patriot is someone who thinks, feels or voices expressions of patriotism support for their country.... Looking deeply on them what I feel is that different labels have been given to the same individual for the same action, i.e. ‘terrorist’ and ‘patriot’ cuz they all fight for a reason that they believe in…. how wired is it?

Are you aware of the British Empire… if you don’t please don’t ask me… go refer the history books…few decades ago England ruled so many countries in the world… India, sri lanka were few of those countries… interestingly before India achieved independence from British rule, some freedom fighters of India who did not subscribe to non-violence were labeled as terrorists by the British government…. I’m sure almost all the Britishers who lived in that era would agree with me on that….cuz those so called Indian freedom fighters were a pain to the British government… and they were labeled as terrorists…they wee poisoned and killed…. For god sake those people were against the British rulers…..but…………….the same individuals who have been lauded by Indians for the same activities and hailed as ‘patriots’ now. The life stories of those individuals are also taught for history lessons in India with great pride? Hmmmm … interesting isn’t it?

Now my point is…. Not to blame at anyone ok… for god’s sake how come two different labels have been given to the same people for the same set of actions…. One is calling him [Indian freedom fighters] a terrorist while the other [Britishers] is calling the same person a patriot. Those who believed that Britain had a right to rule over India called these people terrorists, while those who were of the view that Britain had no right to rule India called them patriots and freedom fighters. My head is pounding……… similarly different sets of people fight for different reasons…. Let’s say I was born in North Korea… if so I would definitely think that south Koreans are my enemies.. and I would risk my life to kill south Koreans… if I die I would be called as a hero in my country.. but will I be treated the same way in south Korea…no… they would probably celebrate my death with joy… now this is what boggled my mind…. Now why we think it that way…. How unfair is that…. The same thing could be applied to the Iraq war too… for Iraqis American solders could be seen as terrorists, who had come to destroy their country for oil…. But for Americans those solders are heroes who are brave enough to fight for their mother land… I know… its wired and complicating…. one blood shedding battle but different labels? al Qaeeda... LTTE... Mujahideen what ever it is..... we our just shedding our own blood...

It is therefore important that before a person is judged, as a terrorist or a patriot he should be given a fair hearing. Both sides of the argument should be heard, the situation should be analyzed, and the reason and the intention of the person should be taken into account, and then the person can be judged accordingly. But the problem is nobody is willing to listen… if that happen the world would be a better place … but I don’t think It’ll happen any soon… cuz we humans are so much divided for power, pride and prejudice …. Shame on us…... shame on us

Stop Talking about Obama!

Oh my god.. Don’t worry. this is not just nother post about obama… I’m so bored talking about him. Now what’s the big deal about him… I have no idea.. Isn’t this just a media debacle … honestly I’m sick of watching CNN and FOX news now.. Obama… obama… what the hell is wrong with this people..I’m sorry for that… but I cant help… why do all this US based media emphasize the victory of obama as a victory of all man kind… why do they show his victory as a big deal?… is this really a victory of man kind.. Did he really make history? Is this a victory a real victory of black people..? I don’t think so… all this is a slouch..

Stop talking about obama now. By showing obama’s victory over and over again, the US media is trying let the world feel that American president is the leader of the world…that’s what I feel? Did you ever think about it? Will they show Russian presidential election this way? Will the show the Indian or Chinese presidential elections this way.. but why America… if CNN was local channel It would be ok… …now this is discrimination….for god’s sake India and china are the countries which has a highest population in the world.. Come on… this is selfishness. What would obama’s victory do for me who live in a different country…… nothing…I don’t live in America.. Its just a victory for him … well for god sake.. He is an American…. Christian…. and his mother is also a white woman…obama has all the right to win? so what’s the big deal about his victory… nothing… if people say that being black is his qualification for his victory…. Come on isn’t that discrimination… if being black was his qualification.. Don’t you think it was unjust for McCann… did people reject McCain for having white skin? do you think that obama is black enough to grab that title… all this is crap… do you think that obama has real slave blood running in his body……? No… his mother was a white lady and his father was a Kenyan foreign student who came in to US for few years to complete his higher education..… Obama’s father is also not a slave... obviously he should be from the upper-class Kenyan family who was able to afford to spend on his education in a devolved country such as US fifty years ago…. The only qualification obama had was his leadership skill.. he inspired the people… he talked about change.. People liked his thoughts and ideas… that’s what made him the president… not his color… he still have to prove it…. So oprah.. Stop being so emotional… if being black. .oops… Sorry…. being tan was his strength that’s discrimination…does that mean that if obama was born white people would reject him? For god’s sake he is a human like you and me…


This is why it doesn’t make sense to me on why these black Americans are so happy about obama’s victory… cuz if you think that this is a major victory in mankind that means we still believe in color ..Don’t we? Frankly I always wanted to be a color blind person..… I think each and every one in the world should be color blind.. Black or white none of the color is superior that the other… both has its own advantage…both colors are superior… I love oprah.. I love tyra banks,…I love will smith… I love beyonce… I love nelson Mandela… its not because their black.. Simply because all of them are exceptional human beings… that’s why I like them…...


I can’t believe the reaction of the black people who were weeping in happiness when they got to know about obama’s victory…. for god’s sake why should they cry…. America is not even 400 years old. Its not the land of white nor the black… it’s the land of everyone who live there… what ever said both black and white people has a very short history in America …humans are divided in different colors in order to have their own identity … I cant imagine a world without white people… I cant even imaginer a world without black people… the world would look dull with one color.. I’m glad we have both the colors to make the world colorful.. I don’t mind getting born as a black or white.. as I’m glad that I’m born as a human… so obama’s victory its just about an American (who has a little bit dark skin ) getting elected as the president… what’s the big deal… coz as I said before both the races should have equal rights.. So obama’s victory is not history…. man… it will really be history when a black, Hispanic or Asian, Hindu, Muslim becomes the prime minister in the UK… will that happen? That day it’ll be history… because UK has longer history than US. Will Britishers let that happen?

Sadly in the country where I live.. our race have been living in the island for several centuries now…but still I don’t have the right to campaign for the presidency in my own country… which means all though I’m a citizen in my country I don’t have the privilege to become the president of my country… I’m not black like martin Luther king… nor white like john McCain.. I’m just tan like obama…, there aren’t even white people living in my county …… my parents.. grand parent… great grand parent had also lived in the country where I live now… my family history is longer than the American history… …but still I cant become the president of my country… under such circumstance why should I bother about obama’s victory… is it really a victory of mankind… is his victory really worth celebrating across the world .. I THINK IT’S A CLEAR NO. So please stop talking more about obama… America is just one more country in the world… there are two hundred more contries in the world… obama cant be superior than the president in Maldives… nor he can be inferior than the president in Iran… everyone should be equal.. But will that really happen?

A letter to Prabakaran

(This is a personal letter written by me to Mr. Prabakaran. We both live in a small island in the Indian Ocean….)

Dearest Mr. Prabakaran,

How are you doing Mr. Prabakaran? Hope you’re in good conditions? How is your family.. Give my regards to your wife and your children? So Mr. Prabakaran if you just wonder who am I and why am i writing a letter to you.. Well. I’m nifraz from Colombo… This was something that i have been trying do for a long time... right now I’m glad and excited about writing a letter for you…

So how can I start my letter…well…? People may call you in different ways.. a terrorist or what ever I don’t care …. Because for me… you are one of the most influential personalities in my life.. For god’s sake you are engaged in something that you really believe in which I really don’t want to comment about. Right now you are leading a war for more than three centuries in sri lanka.. I really don’t know how do you do this.. i mean with minor facilities how do you manage to get all these thinks done? How do you get all these funds? How do you have your own soldiers? How do you have you own troops on the sea, sky and land? How do you train them? How do you guide all those units so successfully? How do you run this war so effectively? How do you fight against a country or rather a government who has the rest of the worlds support so bravely? i have no idea.. How do you do this Mr. Prabakaran? Even the government finds it difficult to run this war with all these international and national support? Now how do you do this? What’s the secret?


You have always been one of my heroes.. I admire your leadership skills? I respect your bravery? I love your straight forwardness. I think you have influenced a lot of people to make your dream come true.. So you are indeed a great leader... there should be no doubt about that? How did you get all these skills? Who trained you? coz i think that i lack those assertive skills? I’m proud of you.. cuz both of us are born in the same country.... but…………............... why are we separated... why are we not living together peacefully? Why are we divided Mr. Prabakaran? Tell me…… I personally think that your a great asset to our country.. i personally think that our country is missing your brain, your master plans... your talents big time... coz if you were with us we could have used them to make this country better....i mean to develop this country… cuz I see you as a talented sri Lankan….


But Mr. Prabakaran…I really don’t know why we are divided? .. You might have valid reasons to back them up.. i really respect your thoughts... i will not interfere with them.. cuz only a person who had suffered with a problem would know the exact pain of it.. so i have no say on it... I mean for the reason for our so called separation….beside i was not even born at that time.. Even now I’m not even bothered to know about it... but why are we divided? is it just for piece of land? Mr. Prabakaran… correct me if I’m wrong… cuz I’m just like your son… still learning about the world… why are we fighting with each other? is it just for power Mr. Prabakaran? Why are we just infighting for power? Tell me.... does power give us happiness? ... or are we just fighting for land? what can we do with land? As humans aren’t we born here to live happily? So does land give us happiness? Well if that was the case my aunty has 30 perches of land in Colombo.. but she’s still not happy… she is sad because her son is in UK , studying,


Mr. Prabakaran…There have been a lot of people who have ruled the world with power in the past? You know…. I learned them at school for history lessons….are those powerful people living now? no…. so why are we fighting for a temporary thing? why cant we live together Mr. Prabakaran... there are hundreds of countries in the world... but for what reason are we born in this country? did you decide or did i decide ? no ..Nobody.. just think did i want to be born in this island? No... Just in case if my mother delivered me to the world in US... i would be an American. if that was the case i would never bother about sri lanka... but why am i born here in sri lanka... there should be some reason... isn’t this a wonderful land... rich in everything.... i love this land because I was born here... that should be the reason on your case too… we should have the right to do what ever we want to do in this land… cuz its our land…


Mr. Prabakaran…you can change your religion.. Spouse … name … cloth.. Car … house…. If you don’t like it… But no one can change their country and their mother…... i also know it applies to you too... cuz you are also born here… we are all sri Lankans…. Maybe if we both were born one thousands years ago we would be Thaprobanians… or maybe Serendebians… the name of the land might change… but it’s the same old island.. Isn’t it? You know Mr. Prabakaran i would love to come for dinner to your place... i would also love to invite you to my place... you know my mother makes this beans curry… and it’s really tasty... I would love to offer that curry to you.. I’m sure you would love them… But why can’t we do that now? What has stopped us doing that? Well.. Mr. Prabakaran…the time is also running very fast….well… some day we all be dead... hypothetically speaking in another fifty years you wont be living. Would you? Even if I lived for hundred years.. By 2075 i will also be dead... life is so short and precious.. and precious things are all limited... so we are in this world for a reason and for a very short period.. so why cant we spent this short period together...with love and harmony? Why Mr. Prabakaran... is this war that we are fighting really worthwhile? i don’t know? now if i said something offensive please forgive me... because i really don’t want to hurt anybody... cuz one day when we die its just the grave which would shelter us. and its just a very small space. Isn’t it? On that day if we could talk we would defiantly blame ourselves for wasting our time as humans living in this land… because none of us created this land? We just got it as a gift….so we should protect this land together…..

So Mr. Prabakaran that’s all for now... wish you good health and happiness.. coz that’s what we humans are all looking forward in life... so I wish you the same….. good health and happiness…I’ll write to you later... until then may god bless you...

Yours faithfully
Nifraz

Women…. The Symbol of Ugliness

Let me ask you one simple question? Which gender is more beautiful… men or women…Obviously I know that men are not beautiful but handsome… but which sex is the most beautiful among them…men or woman? I think woman… no… men …..Hmm.. Don’t you think that it’s just something to think about? Most probably you would tell that women are the most beautiful among both.. Well.. Women are pretty.. I agree.. That would be the general answer? But think a bit… are women the most beautiful…? I repeat…. The most? I have a doubt here… coz if women were the most beautiful among both genders, why do women worry about their beauty more than men? If they were really beautiful why should they spend so much of money on getting beautiful… its not that men are not obsessed about their appearance.. I’m just talking In general… normally women spend more than men on improving their beauty… why do they do it? Is it because women are ugly? Are women the symbol of ugliness… a secret that they never admit?

Now if you look at the animal world… who do you think is the most beautiful? The male animal or the female animal… ok let me make it easy for you… do we like a peacock or peahen? Do we like a lion or a lioness? Obviously the answer would be the lion and the peacock now isn’t those two animal’s males? Now if the male animal was considered as the beautiful creature in the animal world what about humans? Aren’t men beautiful? Are we an exception? I have no idea? But if women were considered beautiful, why would women worry about their appearance so much… Beauty is a characteristic of a person that provides a perceptual experience of pleasure, meaning or satisfaction. "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder" In its most profound sense, beauty may engender a salient experience of positive reflection about the meaning of one's own existence.. Beauty is a natural thing… if beauty is a natural thing why do women die to get it artificially? Why do women spend millions and millions on beauty products… why do women never leave home without their make up.. Why do women spend a huge portion of their salary on cloths and beauty products? Why do woman change their hair styles very often… why do women paint their nails on different colors? Why do women go to beauty parlors once in every other month? Why do women dress in skimpy, provocative clothing, regardless of the weather? Why do women worry about their cloths all the time? Why women are never satisfied with their beauty? Why do women spend hours and hours front of the mirror.. Well if you wonder why.. I have no idea.. I’m just a man?

I still don’t understand why my sister is having a time looking for a matching earring… I have no idea why my mother, always worry about having grey hair? I still don’t know why my female office friends wear revealing outfits to office, showing off miles and miles of flesh free of charge.. Haven’t they gone through the office dress code policy? I have no idea… have you ever seen a single woman on the street with their natural hair.. No…I don’t think so… either its straightened, re-bonded or curled… so why do women try to be something that they are really not… I think that women are trying to be beautiful just because they think that they’re NOT.. Hmm… how insecure are women? Insecure? I don’t understand…. Well… as a man.. I don’t think that women are ugly… maybe male animals are beautiful than the female animals.. But as a man and a human... I think that women are beautiful.. Its not that women are ugly.. Its just that woman feel that they are ugly…and women also know that a BEAUTIFUL WOMAN is the weak point of man… so women try to grab the males attention unnecessarily and fall in to trouble.. Finally they blame on man? How unfair is that? … Well if that was the case are only beautiful women lived happily ever after… I don’t think so… coz my mother is not a beauty queen… but she is the most beautiful women for me? I’m single and looking for a partner… and for god’s sake I’m not looking forward to marry a beauty queen either…for heaven’s sake I cant afford to take her to the salon every week.. Normally what men are looking on a women is different… a loving, caring, trust worthy person…Not an artificial beauty parlor.. As soon as your girl friend takes off her make up the beauty would fade away.. Just because, her beauty is gone, will men reject women? Sadly that’s what most of the women think…….. But it doesn’t mean that men don’t appreciate beauty… its just that women have got the message wrong…..

What’s Wrong with Living Together?

I had a good friend which happened to be a girl. She wasn’t my girl friend but one of my best female friends… her name was Sonia… I met her during my A/L classes. Although she was dark she was pretty as a flower and innocent as a kitten. She was the women that any man would die to marry. Sadly back then I didn’t have the slightest idea of marriage. If I had, most probably I would have had proposed to her. Time passed and we departed… but few months back I met Sonia at a shopping mall with a bump.. “Hello Sonia, how are you. After long time isn’t it. So how’s life?” I had to ask the same old questions. Yeah! She looked pretty but pregnant this time.. Surprisingly there was a strange man standing next to him.. “Bodyguard” I thought. I was wrong. It was her man.. The lucky fellow… how lucky was he? I felt jealous about him since I was still single.. After a brief talk we departed for the second time in life


Few days back I met another friend. She was neither Sonia nor her man. I met Sarah, one of my high school friends. I was shocked on what she told me about Sonia. “What? I couldn’t believe my eyes; I was grief stricken for a moment. “No… that can’t happen?” I protested. “Are you kidding” finally I came back to the real world.. What that man had abandoned Sonia with a child.. What are you talking about? What the hell happened? How come… what was wrong with them? Why did he leave?” I questioned. “What was wrong with her Husband?” I told my friend “Husband… What husband are you talking about? Sarah looked at my eyes “Sonia was not married. She was living together with him…” Sarah replied. “Living together?” I was shocked. “Was she mad? …oh know? Now what?” I was desperate. Well the man had flown to UK secretly…”Sarah went on.

Well this is what happened to my friend who lived together with her mate for few months... Living together… Well what’s all about this living together thing.. Every one wants to live together.. Don’t you think that it’s a good thing? But what went wrong with my friend? I thought. Is it wrong? Is it normal? Is it a bad thing.. I don’t know.. But what I all know is that young couples do live together.. They think that test-driving a relationship by sharing one roof is the perfect solution to experience love. If it works out, great! If not, no harm done…. Wait a second.. Maybe that’s applied only to the males I guess… Damage does occur when couples choose to live together. Marriage cements love with a commitment. Living together leaves you vulnerable, causing you to doubt the level of your partner’s dedication. It’s just a short-term solution...sorry… short term satisfaction… If you’re not ready to get married, do you really think you’re ready to live together?

Nowadays living together has been a fashionable thing as young boys and girls are so much used to this new behavior.. I have no idea where this came from… They want to see how a family life is? They want to experiment it…So they come and share one roof just as a trial… sadly the roof is not the only thing that they share… everything from head to toe is shared.. for sometime It might look fun.. Entertaining and refreshing… so the couple gets to know all about their mate… and obviously no human is perfect… but here people tend to find others faults… and they feel that this experiment isn’t going to work….the trial becomes boring… the man feels like reading a different news paper.. he moves on… now how can you blame that man.. For god’s sake, he was just experimenting… the poor girl gets lost.. No offense.. but I have to say this…normally a man is looking forward for a so called living together just to satisfy his wild desires free of charge… there might be exceptional cases.. but what most men don’t understand is that woman makes this an opportunity to have a deep relationship..

Initially they might take it easily… but at one point the female sex, plans an entire life with this so called partner in her mind … she would think that this is him… prince charming… she would sacrifice everything for him.. she wouldn’t even mind having his baby on her womb.. but what if he leaves… how can she stop him? What is the legal bond between them.. Who would come to her support ? .. What if that person, finds another woman and repeat the same thing again? I mean experiment… Can you blame him? How can she stop him? What will help out.. Love… another night with him.. Trust…. Loyalty.. Well that’s the big question… so how safe is living together? I have no idea.. but for now I’m so sad about my friend, Sonia … why couldn’t she think about this before.. What would happen to the child? Will that man return… but for god’s sake.. Weren’t they living together…yes… they were.. but who said that they were living forever… hmm… that’s something to think about?

Yes I am a Blogger !!!

Last May I started this blog as I was so bored and had nothing worthwhile to do. So in order I get rid of my mammoth boredom I posted this onehttp://nifraz.blogspot.com/2008/05/boredom.html yeah I got few comments from my friends to this one... some realized my writing talents and encouraged me to write more… Its not that I didn’t beg them to add comments on my blog… sweet memories…

But this time I felt insecure about my self…. I realized that it was not only me but the world I live is insecure…. So looked for the safest place on earth.. i predicted few places at http://nifraz.blogspot.com/2008/05/safest-place-on-earth.html But after reading the comments, that I got I felt I was wrong … insecure again…. I wanted help… but who would help me? What if I had a companion? I understood that I needed a mate.. a partner… a beautiful women.. So I posted http://nifraz.blogspot.com/2008/05/most-beautiful-woman-on-earth_16.html to find her… but after sometimes I realized that I was wrong… beauty is not everything…. then I went looking for answers in my life.. Why are we born? What’s the purpose of life? That's where god came in to my mind.. I have my own beliefs…I don't believe in statues, sun, moon or fake idols.. … if you want to know my beliefs check this link at.. http://nifraz.blogspot.com/2008/05/oh-my-god.html I made it clear about my belief... Oh my god I received my first threatening comment.. someone called Guy [now I know who you are] made this comment “I believe in God.... so lets talk standing at that point... TOTALLY UNFAIR.... TOTALLY INSULTING..... SOME OF THE THINGS YOU SAY ABOUT GOD!!!!!!!!!!!” that was harsh man……

I wanted a break.. I wanted to change my topic.. Now I knew that people read my blog… I had be responsible.. so I talked about prison break.. My favorite show at http://nifraz.blogspot.com/2008/06/addicted-to-prison-break.html . most of my friends [ who are addicted] would had thought that it was all about the show.. Sadly, I m sure most of them would have got disappointed after reading it…… coz its was not about Wentworth Miller but how addicted was I to the show…. then I felt bored again… I grabbed a paper….there was a horrible article about a woman who got abused by her husband…I was thinking of how women get ill-treated in the world.. I thought a lot.. Finally I ended up at eve.. the first woman on earth… had eve come to existence to take Adams boredom away? this is what I had to say. http://nifraz.blogspot.com/2008/06/adam-and-eve.html I had to encounter some odd behavioral changes among friends…. Some act insane.. What’s wrong guys…. I was hurt.. I had to tell it some one.. I couldn’t keep it with my self… I couldn't find anyone trust worthy to tell either.. so I scribbled my feelings on my blog again as http://nifraz.blogspot.com/2008/07/my-best-friend.html

Yeah..i am a face book addict.. But I don't like the new Facebook.. But cant help.. I have to get used to it.. That's what life is all about… getting use to things that you don’t like…I had so many bad experiences on facebook… some of my enemies were friends with my friends and my friends were friends with my enemies… [ I found it by checking the view friend option] I also got to know my secret crush’s real age – oh no she is 3 years older than me… now didn’t she tell me that she was 20… so I posted the general guidelines of using facebook on my next post in http://nifraz.blogspot.com/2008/07/facebook-fiasco_17.html
Then come the best post.. its on http://nifraz.blogspot.com/2008/07/last-week-i-had-to-encounter-awkward.html I received 37 comments for this one… 37 god bless me… don’t you want to know the topic… hm… I wont tell find it out…most of them were threatening me… humiliating me, my religion, calling me a terrorist.. Some commented about my language, others about my grammar and vocabulary. Hey thank s a lot for reading them meticulously Its so funny… I laughed with my friends… some of my friends had gone mad about it.. Some started beating me online…Some made posts on their blogs with my link.. hey phathone.. I was talking about you.. Thanks for the free publicity man…….

I was scared… if my blog was gone anonymous.. it wouldn't have been a problem.. Here I was going under my name… some people knew me.. so I was a bit terrified.. I thought of deleting the post.. but this is something to do with my courage, I was clear about my topic.. different people might have different ideas.. But I have my own freedom to say what I wanted to tell… so I wrote this one http://nifraz.blogspot.com/2008/08/freedom.html Isuri.. I did not take anyone freedom…. I was experiencing my one… then I wanted a break.. I wanted to write something about a star.. who else is a star than Angelina.. but here its was not about her beauty.. but about her children.. Adopted ones.. so if you support adaptations find out more here at http://nifraz.blogspot.com/2008/08/angies-babies.html
And finally I had my confessions.. Twenty something years had been gone.. what do i have.. I counted… do you want to know what and what I had. Well read this at http://nifraz.blogspot.com/2008/08/all-i-have-confessions-of-typical.html

So then I had to write my next post.. I was blank… I couldn't find any topic to write… yes I did have some topics like.. Polygamy, Corruption, bribe, war, child labor, oil, poverty, marriage, divorce, betrayal, revenge and a whole load of topics…but I think I need some time to write them.. Since I have a strong readership now…I thought of refreshing my old posts.. I think they deserve a refreshment and a large audience… so please go through those links and tell me what you felt…

All I Have... Confessions of a Typical Twenty Something

Twenty something years ago I was born in to this world naked, weak and of cause crying... my birth would have given new hopes to my parents, they would have had flourished with joy. Maybe, because they got a baby boy in to their family…. Well that's what I think. Coz I really don't know what exactly my parents thought about my arrival….was it a blessing... burden.. trouble… joy... Contentment…. Mistake…. I don't know… but I do see some happy faces on my photo album… maybe they were happy…What ever it is... Here I am updating my blog after very long time... When I was born I had only two eyes.. Well its not that I have three now… but I couldn't open and observe the world then.. Even if I did I don't know what I observed.....I cant remember….I know that I had two legs but I'm sure I wouldn't have walked.. I also had a brain .. a little one… but I cant remember anything .... But now I have a big brain… a spoiled one.. A complicated one which I never use wisely… those are the only things that I brought in to this world during my birth...my soul and body.. Everything natural…. but now its different.. I have a lot…a lot of artificial stuff.

I have a spectacle on my face... I have a watch on my wrist.. I have a mobile in my pocket… ... so I was just thinking what and what I had.. What and what I inherit throughout these twenty something years … for my surprise the list became longer and longer. Bigger and bigger. But do I really want them in my life.. How can I look at the world without my spectacle.. Everything would be blurred… how am I suppose to live my life without my mobile…I would be lost … I want all of them… but didn't I come to this world all alone…so Can you guys help me on this...
Let me tell what and what I have... I have three mobile phones... one that I use now and the other in my cupboard… I have two packages.. But I only use my dialog connection right now... I have 172 contacts in my phone book.. 32 msg’s in my inbox. 14 in my outbox.. 21 in trash… I don't know whether to delete them or not... I have three different e mail accounts.. But I only use my Gmail.. I’m a member in six different social network sites but I'm only active in facebook.. I have 227 friends there where I barely know them as friends.. I have 3 blogs under my name but I promote only this one.. so far I have written six short stories... But I haven't published them as yet..

I have one permanent job.. Which I'm not happy with…. I have one computer… one mouse.. One keyboard.. Two files…one manager… fifteen coworkers… sixty seven items to complete… two new mails to reply… one call to make… one mug and two plastic cups on my desk and seven papers to shred.. Two more hours for my lunch break… seven more hours to go home.. and five more hour to attend a meeting...... I have one brother abroad..One sister at home… and wish I had none.. Just kidding… wish I had more siblings to fight. I fight with my only sister twenty four seven.. i have one TV at home and thirteen channels to watch... I have three TV remote controls.. One on my hand the other two missing.. I have three radios at home.. Two walkmans.. One i-pode… two hundred tracks.. Fifty in my play list… one track that I love… I have a large CD collection ... I have 31 CDs.. 21 VCDs.. 45 DVDs.. But I don't have time to watch them.. I have all three seasons of prison break saved in my PC.. All four seasons of desperate housewives missing..

I have one closet. I have nine pairs of shoes but I use only two of them to office... three of them our sports shoes.. I have seven denims which I barely wash.. I have twenty six t-shirts... twenty nine shirts.. Five belts.. Five kurtha tops... nine caps... eight shorts.. Fourteen Trousers... sixteen under garments… fifteen pairs of socks.. But I cant find any of them right now.. I have two washing machines at home.. One is broken.. The other filled with my cloths, but I don't have time to wash them.. I have one mother who always scolds me for my irresponsible behavior... I have two wrist watches and eight wall clocks and one grandfather clock at home but I never work on time... I have one bed.. Two mattress.. Three bed sheets and five pillows. But I don’t feel sleepy.. I have one breakfast table… one glass of water… four plates… one napkin.. Two boiled eggs.. One sandwich.. One glass of milk.. two oranges and one bun for breakfast,, but I don't feel hungry....I have three wallets.. One in my pocket… two lost in the bus.. I have 3 debit cards four credit cards but my account balance is zero... I have 46 books in my book shelf.. 10 which I bought from my own money 12 from my sister.. 20 from my friends which I'm reluctant to return, 2 robbed from my cousin and the balance from the library... but so far i have only read 4 novels completely... do you believe.. Well that's me....

I have one house.. Two storied.. Three rooms.. One garden… one garage.. no car ....one bike... two jack trees… 37 flower pots that I never water… but its raining now… finally the plants are getting water.. I need to go out … I have three umbrellas but I cant find a single one now... I have a lot.. I don't know whether you have more..... Having all this what on earth have I achieved… nothing... trouble, mess, clutter, tension. Complication….chaos… Sometimes all this make me stressful…tension… nervous.. Anxious and restless … so finally I wish I had nothing.. Only my body and soul….Wish i was a baby again... naked… but strong and smiling this time…..

Accessories in Excess

The hottest couple on earth.. The powerful couple on earth.. The most attractive couple on earth, the best DNA’s on human existence.. One of the best performers on earth? Who are they? I don’t know? Ok let me help you….what if I say that the same couple happens to be the best parents on earth? Will you believe me? I think you better? Strangely this couple has just got only one name! Any guesses.. I’m sure you would have already got the answer by reading the title and viewing the photo.. Yeah its all about BRANGELINA... but this time its not about their beauty.. Its not about their charity work.. Its not about their secret holidays.. its not about their Movies. For god sake read the title again…well it's all about the The Latest Hollywood Accessory.... No its Not about Diamonds… not about Gold…… not about branded Handbags.. I’m sure they might have all that in excess ...but today it's all about their babies.... Now..You might wonder how come I compare children to fashion accessory … be patient.. and continue reading this… and who am I to talk about their babies? but i think these babes are the talk of the town. These babies are making headlines on TV, radio, internet, magazine and yes also on my very own blog! What’s so special about these babies? Come on guys?! What’s not special about them? They are worth millions... they are worth billions.. How lucky are these kids?.. but are they really lucky to be their children… I don’t know…...better asked them...and what really fascinates about them is the fact that the entire world is almost living in ONE home. Black.. White.. Asian African.. American… all of them


Don’t you want to know about these amazing children… I know it might be boring for some but just read it… because I had A TIME finding accurate information on the internet about these BABIES..… so let me begin….Firstly on March 10, 2002, Jolie adopted her first child, seven-month-old MADDOX Chivan Jolie-Pitt (originally Maddox Chivan Thornton Jolie) and became a mother - CONGRATES ANGIE. He was born on August 5, 2001 as Rath Vibol in Cambodia. The baby initially lived in a local orphanage in Battambang. Lucky son…….Then Jolie adopted a six-month-old girl from Ethiopia, ZAHARA Marley Jolie-Pitt (originally Zahara Marley Jolie), on July 6, 2005. CONGRATS JOLIE… well Zahara was born on January 8, 2005 and her original name has been reported as either Tena Adam or Yemsrach. Yes…. you are correct Angie adopted zahara from Wide Horizons For Children orphanage in Addis Ababa. Do you know what happened next… have a glass of water… hm.. coz its something attention-grabbing… I was just kidding…. Well I was not kidding….In 2007, the media reported Zahara's biological mother, Mentewabe Dawit, was still alive and wanted her daughter back. But I’m pretty much sure that the biological mother would have definitely thought that Zahara was "damn fortunate" to be adopted by Jolie and then Angelina’s third child.. a cute boy… you know who he was? Well he was very handsome.. the name begins with a capital B…I was just kidding …yeah.. You know him.. Well its brad… BRAD PITT came in to angie’s life on the sets of Mr. and Mrs. smith and then they became Brangelina. Hurray and then these lucky children’s legal surnames were also formally changed in to "Jolie-Pitt". How lucky should be them to have the hottest couples name on the end of their names … now that’s luck…


But then.. Something strange happened… Jolie gave birth to a daughter, her first biological child -SHILOH Nouvel Jolie-Pitt, in Swakopmund, Namibia on May 27, 2006. Pitt confirmed that their newly-born daughter will have a Namibian passport and Jolie decided to offer the first pictures of Shiloh through the distributor Getty Images herself, rather than allowing paparazzi to make these extremely valuable snapshots. People magazine paid more than $4.1 million for the North American rights, while British magazine Hello! Magazine obtained the international rights for roughly $3.5 million. All profits were donated to an undisclosed charity by Jolie and Pitt. That’s something fishy? What happened to the money…did she use it to do a plastic surgery to look young? I don’t know? But who cares? That’s their biological baby…Madame Tussauds wax museum in New York unveiled a wax figure of two-month-old Shiloh; it was the first infant re-created in wax by Madame Tussauds.. That’s something strange…....Once again On March 15, 2007, Jolie adopted a three-year-old boy from Vietnam, PAX Thien Jolie-Pitt (originally Pax Thien Jolie), who was born on November 29, 2003 who was abandoned at birth at a local hospital, where he was initially named Pham Quang Sang.Jolie adopted the boy from the Tam Binh orphanage in Ho Chi Minh City. Angie girl revealed that his first name, Pax, was suggested by her mother before her death. And finally as you all know Angelina gave birth to a boy, KNOX LÉON Jolie-Pitt, and a girl, VIVIENNE MARCHELINE Jolie-Pitt, by caesarean section at the Lenval hospital in Nice, France, on July 12, 2008. And the best news is that the rights for the first images of Knox and Vivienne were jointly sold to People and Hello! Magazines for $14 million - the most expensive celebrity pictures ever taken. The money went to the Jolie/Pitt fund… now what is that fund? Anybody know?

Don’t you think that they had just earned money by selling their children’s photos.. How inhuman is that… if a woman sells a body to get rid of poverty and feed her children, its considered as a cruel act and morally wrong… here one of the richest humans on earth are selling their own babies pictures for millions… So why is she doing all this? That’s the BIG QUESTION? Is it another way of easy earning? Is it just for fame? Is just for free publicity? Is it just for their image? Is it just for money? Is just for their satisfaction? Are they pretending? Is she lying? Is she acting? Is she cheatings? But what ever the reason… it’s not important … coz the children are getting a good life? But then again is rich life only good? I don’t know? My parents are not rich or famous like them but I was brought up happily…So What is important here is the massage she’s trying to deliver to the world? Normally a person would adopt a child only if he or she fails to have them biologically.. but here Angelina Jolie is healthy.. Angelina Jolie is beautiful… Angelina Jolie could had her own children first,.. but she adopted… then again she adopted… then she had a own child.. then adopted and then again had her own biological children. not one .. two…Twins… the significant fact is that she had adopted all those children from poor countries.. This is what we should comprehend… this shows the value of equal human rights.. and this encourages normal people like you and me to follow her.. a famous person is influential.. but when a famous couple like brangelina do something remarkable like this… although what ever their inner intensions are… which I don’t want to comment here… we should appreciate their efforts… coz normally celebrities behave insane. Just think about Britney and Paris… This is exceptional… wish I was adopted by them.. but then again I had already got loving parents back home… maybe I want to be famous…but who knows when these children grow up… sometimes they might regret being BRANGELINA’S CHILDREN.. but then again who am I to predict what they would say in the future? I’m just a blogger…

Freedom

I always wanted to do what i want.. I always wanted to ride the bicycle when i was three.. I always wanted to swim in the ocean when i was six and i always wanted to do what i wished throughout my life.. but that was only a wish that never come true.. because my parent were protective. over protective.... they were safe guarding me.. but what they didn’t know was the fact that they were indirectly restricting my freedom... becouse now i have realized that freedom is the most important thing in a life a person could inherit......

A person should have the freedom to live as he wish.. it could be at a slum or in a palace... . a person should have the freedom to do what he want? but what if he wanted to kill another person? Well.. i think that’s a problem... a person should have the freedom to tell what he feels.. but what if he was wrong? well.. i think that’s a problem too.. and that’s where people start to hate each other! How wrong are we? then what about the so called freedom...? oh! boy it's a tragedy! what I believe is that a person should have the right to tell what he wants.. it could be right, it could be wrong a person should have the right to tell what he wants....you could agree on his point you could disagree on his point ... that’s just a point... a man should have the right to tell what he wants. It might be controversial it might sensitive, but he should have the right to tell what he wants. becouse he is part of the society!! . that’s freedom.. i think its better to reveal than keeping it within your self...

it might hurt you.. Maybe not....it might delight you.. may be not…but if that’s what he thinks what should he do?.. my though could be right or maybe wrong.. but that’s me.. That’s what i think... is it a fault to think that way? Why can’t i think that way? is it a sin? is it a crime? come on, its just my opinion? Its my point of view? Its how i look at that problem... I’m not just trying to convince anyone to believe me... its your right to believe it or not.. who am i to interfere? am i that influential? i didn’t know that?

but still i don’t think that i should fear to say what i want to say? that’s my right? Don’t you thing its better to say what you feel about a subject straight forward rather than fighting, killing. Backbiting? Its just my freedom.. you could agree or disagree.. you could accept it or may be reject it... its your right and you can do it? we should appreciate each others ideas. My ideas might contradict with you ideas? becouse we are different? aren’t we? if we all though on a matter the same way how beautiful would the world be?

but the problem is we all have awful ideas... sometimes i might agree on what i believe now ..and sometimes i might disagree on the same matter later. becouse that’s what humans are? but its just what i think... don’t i have to right to think that way? Similarly you also have the freedom to agree on what you believe? who am i to stop that? and please don’t expect me to say the right think always.. if i was a person who always thought the right thing.. God would had selected me as a prophet? or may be i must be advising Mr bush on US economy? But I’m not becouse I’m just a normal guy like you.... i might be right and i might be wrong and i believe that its my freedom to do that.. i also know that you have he freedom to disagree ,believe. tell, write or may be comment on what i believe... coz that’s what freedom is all about .

Straight or Crooked?

Last week I had to encounter an awkward situation at home. That was on a Tuesday morning where i was all dressed up to go to work and having sandwiches for breakfast.. and as usual i was glued to the TV screen.. Well if you wonder what was I watching, well. Readers… I was watching my favorite Morning Talk Show Ellen.. Yeah I love it? Its o fun?…. AND HERE SHE COMES ELLEN DEGENERES ... the show begun. Suddenly my mother walked in right front of the TV with a half boiled egg…. Don’t worry she didn’t bring it to bang at me? ‘Look she just looks like a man’... my mother said while placing the egg on my plate... i was speechless... How come i tell my mother that Ellen was a lesbian? Eeew? and how can I tell her that she is getting married to a woman next month. I mean getting married to her Girlfriend Portia De Rossi …No way.. For god sake she is a lesbian. a woman who sleeps with another woman.. a woman who full fills her sexual desires with another woman.. God.... isn’t she crazy?

Why on earth do these gays and lesbians exist in this world?... i have no idea... is it normal? No i don't think so. How come you call gays and lesbians normal? They are abnormal? Well they are simply females trapped in men’s bodies and men trapped in female bodies. It’s not their fault? But you can’t change it? Just because a child gives birth blind, you can’t neglect the baby. Can you? It’s true that it’s a heartbreaking situation? Similarly being born as a crooked person is also an unfortunate situation. but what can we do? Nobody can help. Just imagine what would happen if Adam was a gay and Eve was a lesbian? Well there would be no human in the world...? and I wouldn’t be existing either? So how can you justify that being gay and lesbian is ok.... and why this big talk about it? hmm . If it’s a socially acceptable relationship why did Ellen take freaking fifty years to reveal her sexuality? Most probably she would have been death scared to reveal it? She must have known that it was something unacceptable and wicked but how come the western world approve it now? I don’t know? Who knows, maybe the person who made the law is gay?

What’s wrong with Elton john? What’s wrong with George Micheal? Aren’t those people sick? If you are a gay or a lesbian how come you hook up with the same sex? Accept that you’re famous and abnormal and PLEASE don’t deliver a wrong message to the world? Why act like animals? Why act like dogs? Well are their gay dogs? I don’t know? Isn’t it disgusting? Isn’t it wild? Oh god? For god sake if you have a freaking problem why not control it?
If gay and lesbian marriages are now considered as an acceptable ritual in so called developed USA why should GOD create man and woman in one species? He could simply created only man and made them gay and call them human.. Why female? Why those lovely curves and bubbly smiles.. species with wide eyes and lengthy hair? Why did God create two sexes in one species? Well obviously to increase the number? I mean to double triple the population? LOVE, ROMANCE, VALENTINE what ever you call it.. the end result of it is a child? That's why we have got sexual organs... if a gay marriage is accepted don't you think that god has wasted his time creating a useless male organ... God could have simply use that time to create brains to these hypocrites?

Interestingly, when it comes to gay marriages, what most of the people say is that they are in need of a companion? a life partner? Man! Go find a good friend? Try to become a good brother? or a good sister? a good citizen? Why marry a guy? So why have a sexual relationship with a man? Don’t you think a man marring another man is something stupid? Eeew? It’s true that the lesbians and gays have feelings? But this is an abnormal feeling? Why on earth have the media given unnecessary publicity for these stupid behaviors? I do agree that gays and lesbians have lived in the past too. but secretly? Why secretly? Because they knew that this was wrong? Even prostitution had existed for a long time. Come on! For your information; prostitution is the oldest profession in the world? So just because it had existed for a long time can we approve it now? No?

Do you remember the news about JOSEF FRITZL – an Austrian father who had sex with his own daughter ELISABETH FRITZL and fathered six children with her? Is this expectable? No? but this happened in this world? and this act is a wild desire of a sick man, who thought the only way to satisfy him self is to sleep with her own daughter? Come on how can you have sex with your own daughter? God, help me! Dogs are better than us? I'm also pretty much sure that this is not the first instance this happed? Similar cases would had occurred in the past, now and also in the future? So how can we justify this sick relationship normal? Hang that man! Kill that man! Punish that man! So if we accept these gay marriages now. I’m sure the very people might approve marriages between fathers and daughters, marriages between siblings by the year 2500 or maybe year 3000? Yeah! Don’t get angry? What I’m just trying to say is that this might happen in the future? That’s all.

Sometimes a man might marry a bitch or a woman might marry a pig one day? I don’t think it’s impossible? Anyway, is being gay normal or abnormal.... Do we have to accept them or do we have to neglect them? Are they wrong or are we wrong? Are we normal or they normal? Are we ethical and they unethical? Or may be the reverse, I don’t know? i dont understand this...why are some people gay and some straight? Some straight and others crooked? Now did I use the correct term here? Who cares if a man can marry a man why can’t I call them crooked?but then again i think this is what humans are! and that's what we all are....... Different ..... Well.. I think i better stop this right now coz the guy sitting next to me is giving a wild look at me.. For god sake I’m not a G………………. but then again who knows whether that person is straight and my imaginations are crooked?

Facebook Fiasco

Do you have a Facebook account? What you don't? What kind of nerd are you? Are you from sierra lion or Nicaragua… come-on… nowadays everybody has a Facebook account. Don't lie? You do have a Facebook account? Don't you? Don't you want to now how all this began…I mean all this fiasco about Facebook. Well… There was this teenager called Mark Zuckerburg in USA … Working from his dorm room at Harvard in 2004, Zuckerburg launched Facebook as a campus wide system and later expanded it to other colleges. The site exploded nationally and globally and emerged as the fastest growing...and ultimately became the leading social networking service in the world.........

Now... What is social networking? Why on earth are we using it? Well it's just to keep in touch with everybody.... everybody that is all our friends...... what friends are you talking here. Is it all about the bloke that you met at the office meeting last Wednesday? The young woman who smiled at you and danced with you at the night club last Friday? The office guy who had barely spoken to you for the last six months? The celebrity, who you really wanted to meet for the past two years? Or may be, I don't know? For god sake do you know them...... if you don't know them properly how come you send a friends request and become friends with them? It's not a joke ok… its serious? How come you share all your personal details with an unknown person...... the pic that you took with your swimming pants which revealed your hairy thigh? The pic that your girlfriend (wearing a skinny outfit) smooching your cheeks wildly? The pic where you look like a clown at your son's birthday party? The pic which was taken with some naughty girls (revealing their private parts) at your friend's bachelor's party? Didn't you post all them in your profile? Even if you didn't, you friends would have already posted them and tagged your name on it….

Oh god! Now what? I don't know? Now didn't you send a friends request to your boss a short while ago? Stop it! You're late? Aren't you? Your dead now? So let's say he accepted your friends request and became a friend with you? And then checked your profile thoroughly... if he had time… He would probably see your album… didn't you upload a photo with a glass of alcohol there... Haven't a friend of you commented on that photo saying 'dude! You don't look high as you really were'… and 'lets have more marijuana next week'…. Now what will your boss think about you? He'll probably think that you're a drug addict? Now after seeing that pic... Will your boss still offer you a job and give you more responsibilities at work? Did you forget the promotion that you badly wanted? Hell no…….

Shit! I could have simply done some privacy setting to avoid him checking my snap?? But I got a hell of a lot of friends to edit … god it's not practical enough to restrict privacy as they say? Now what? I don't know?Sometimes I wonder are we just trying to have the longest belt of friends under our name. I have 208 friends under my friends list… its not that I'm friends with all those 208... I haven't even met some of them.. I don't even know some of them… I don't even remember where I met some of them…….I don't even know their names? It's just to show off to others that I have contact with a particular person … that's human nature... nobody would really check whether I'm really friends with them… would they? Come on... I'm not the only person doing that? Everybody does this... what a fiasco?

Well it's wired because, this is the Facebook fiasco! Normally when I go through my friends profiles … what I see is the unimaginable… most of them are personal information? Thanks to Facebook…I know a lot about them now? One of my friends had an application called...What Kind of Kisser Are You? In his profile.. Sadly for me, he was a male friend…. The other had an application called...How Good A Kisser Are You? Unfortunately that friend was married… most of my friends have applications such as What Kama Sutra Position Are You? What is Your Criminal Personality? What Kind of Drunk Are You? What is Your Secret Sexual Fantasy? What is Your Drinking Song? Are You a Sex Machine? What should your bra size be? Hotties For Sale! What Underwear Are You? (Girls Quiz) What is Your Sexual Personality? How Dirty Minded are You? Come on.. Give me break. Now why the hell should I know all these about my friends? Are these information's really important to me to build a good friendship? Hell no…….. Then why the hell do they add those stupid applications and post them……

I had another friend whom I thought a good guy. He was 24. He had a good job and he was single! I thought of proposing him to my cousin sister- yeah she's pretty… but last Tuesday I checked his profile…… god… there were a lot of glossy nude pictures of sluts on his profile……… now how can I recommend this sex geek who chat with sluts to my cousin sister… its ok to be a sex geek… otherwise my cousin sister wouldn't get children? But why go public? She would kill me? Now how should we maintain a profile that would highlight our positive side? Which would be our unofficial resume? I have few suggestions on that, but still I would love to know what you think about this issue about Facebook? Oops I think i got another friends request now?

My Best Friend

Have you got a friend? You do? Nice to hear that? So how many friends do you have? What? Uncountable? Lucky you... well I don't think that I have that many friends?? I'm not talking about a friendship that Nichol Richie and Paris Hilton share? Who fight for silly things.. Well I have dozens of friend like that? I mean friends who say HI when we meet and BYE when we depart? Friends who backbite? Puts you into trouble? Friends who envy on your success? friends who neglect when you need them. friend who forgets you when they get a little bit of money / promotion / car or a little bit of fame. I have many of them… who don't even speak to me now? Friends who feels I'm not good enough to be friends with them anymore due to sudden difference between the wealth, social status and power.

It's wired because I had this friend who did not have any friends before. But he had me? Now he has a little bit of money… and a lot of friends, friends I mean excluding me! All filthy rich friends... God! Would all those friends still stick to him if he lose his WEALTH? I Wish he lose all his money so that he would be friends with me again? I don't feel doing that? Let he have all his money........ and friends of course? I don't want him to become a poor? Coz I like to see him rich and happy? After all he is still my friend and I wish him success... But then again would he think about me in the same manner? I don't know? I also had a very good friend of mine whom I met in the elevator last Monday. I was so glad that we met after along time. I looked at her and smiled. but strangely she did not respond in return. I was so embarrassed. Come on Nadia! We applied to this job together: joined the company together and used to work together for six months. So she used to be my best friend at office.. It was not a friendship limited to 9 a.m to 5 p.m. but beyond that… hi, I was not in love with her ok… she was my best friend that's all.. I used to lend her money? Lend advice? Almost SHARE everything! It's not what you think; she was like my sister…. But now she's different and pretends to act busy... She's refusing my presence…Well if you ask me why! Its not that we called an end to our friendship but she moved to a different department at my office and thinks it's better than mine... For god sake we are all in the same level… she now has this all posh friends? Friends who talk in American accent and come in cars to office? But still I love her as my friend? So in that regard I called her last week? Alas? You know what she said 'hi what took you so long to call me?' But isn't she the one who was ignoring me all this time. Then she said 'I'm kind of busy now. You know the work here right? It's tough. I'll call you later... and hung up. Im pretty sure one of her posh friends would had come to meet her at that time.



I think by now you might get what kind of friendship I'm taking here? Im talking about a friend, that you would consider inviting to your wedding? Would you call all your so called friends on that day? No right? Coz you know that those friends are not worthwhile inviting to the most important day in your life… A friend is a person who will probably share everything with you. Your success, failure, pain, joy... I mean almost everything... a person who would support you even by a thought? Just imagine that you lost your job yesterday… how would your friends react? A NORMAL friend wouldn't mind if you lose your job or not? A GOOD friend would question you and blame you if he gets to know that you lost your job. But a GREAT friend would pretend nothing happened even if he knows that you lost your job and would listen to you… talk to you… and try to help and encourage you indirectly and would care for you during your absence. A true Friend will welcome each other's company and exhibit loyalty towards each other; also engage in mutually helping behavior, such as exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship. Yet for many, friendship is nothing more than the trust that someone or something will not harm them. It's really hard to find a true friend who would be for you when you’re in need? so try to be a good friend? Who know you might find one soon? So do you think that Nichol Richie and Paris Hilton are still friends as they pretend to show in ‘the simple life’ ? I don’t think? So how many friends do you have now? One…. Two…. or none?

Adam and Eve

A very long time ago God created the first MAN I mean my great great great….. grand father and named him ADAM. Poor man! Imagine he was the only man alive! He was bored and lonely, so God created a WOMAN for him. She is my great great……. grand mother and named her EVE... So that's how a woman came into existence not on her own right but to fulfill my great great great…… grand father's boredom. Such indeed is the "Divine purpose" of woman's existence on this earth. I'm sure I'm gonna get hammered by female readers NOW. Hold on! There's more! Guess what! EVE was created from ADAM's rib that was crooked and cannot be straightened. Now how truthful is that? Anyway it was EVE, and not ADAM, who was tempted by Satan, implying thereby that man is stronger then woman and is, by himself, not formed to temptation. Eureka! So now I know why women are treated unfairly in this era…..

Sometime ago I read this book which said that the woman is considered wicked because EVE tempted ADAM. Thus while ADAM emerges as the innocent character in this saga, EVE is confirmed as feeble and wicked. Now what on earth have I read? For my surprise the book had an amazing justification for it…. If you wonder what it was, it said that this action of woman has demanded a justice. So therefore her punishment was her labor pains in CHILD BIRTH! Poor EVE? Now who wrote that book which I read? I can't remember? But, who ever it is? I'm sure the author has to be a man... Because that's what most of the men think about women… well if you are so curious about the name of book that I read… its not a new York times best seller? Surprisingly the book has not been published as yet… it’s the book of REALITY… this is the unpublished New York Times best seller that my mother, sister, and all those women around the globe encounter Everyday… ALL YOU MEN OUT THERE LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING, Men and women exist on their own right and that both were created out of one single life cell. Both are responsible for their own actions and deeds. A woman is neither weak nor wicked simply because she is a woman. Both men and women are equally susceptible to temptation. Its neither EVE nor ADAM is responsible for this, but someone else... so don't you want to know who it was? Well I think I know……… but it is a long story… so would you mind if I elaborate the story? It'll take a little bit of time… Alright then, here I go………….

A very long time ago God announced to the angels that He was placing a new specie on earth. God created ADAM, fashioning him from clay. He breathed the soul into ADAM, taught him the names of all things, and created from the same soul his wife, EVE. God allowed them to dwell in Paradise with free will. God said to the angels, "Bow down to ADAM" (They did so in a form of respect, not worship). Satan was present among the angels, though he was not one of them. He was of the genie, a race of beings possessing free will that God created before ADAM from a smokeless flame of fire. When God ordered the angels and those in their company to bow down to ADAM, they all did except Satan, who refused out of pride and arrogance, claiming to be better than ADAM because he was created from fire, whereas ADAM was created from clay. Indeed, Satan was the first racist. Curse him? So it's not EVE who committed the sin but Satan? So why do men still discriminate woman? ADAM and EVE enjoyed perfect freedom and happiness in Paradise. God told them to eat of the fruits of the Garden with pleasure and delight as they pleased. . But they had one condition…. God forbade them from approaching one tree, and warned them that if they did, they will both be of the wrongdoers. Satan came and deceived them, saying that God only forbade them from eating of that tree because it would make them immortal or they would become like the angels. They were thus deceived by Satan and ate of the tree. It's not EVE who committed the sin? But both of them. Even if EVE convinced ADAM to eat the fruit, for god sake ADAM had a brain to think and made his own decision… Finally ADAM and EVE felt shame. They turned to God in sincere repentance and God forgave them. God removed ADAM and EVE from Paradise and made them dwell on earth. God had earlier said to the angels that He was placing a new being on earth. Earth is where God, from the time of creation, in His timeless knowledge, wanted us to be. What an interesting story….

So what we should understand is that NO HUMAN SHALL EVER BEAR THE BURDEN OF ANOTHER. Every human being is responsible for his or her actions. It is unfair to place the blame on EVE. Both ADAM and EVE had free will. Both of them ate of the tree. EVE never ate it alone…… Their sin and disobedience was a joint venture. So for god sake women are not wicked temptresses or cursed with the burden of menstruation and pain of childbirth due to the sin of EVE. EVE was the first woman to grace the motherhood in the world. Come on she is my great great great great….. Grand mother. I love and respect her a lot…I love and respect ADAM too….. Because what ever said and done they ARE MY GREAT GREAT GREAT….. GRAND PARENTS which also happens to be the first man and woman on earth…

Addicted to Prison Break

Last night when I reached home after work, I discovered something surprising on my computer table. It was neither my wallet which was missing that morning nor the library book which I borrowed last Tuesday from the British Council. It was something that made me feel happy. Something that made me feel great about…… Well if you wonder what it was? It was neither my Dad’s wallet nor my Mother’s credit card. Alright… Now why should I tire you? Hm… do you believe? It was a DVD collection….. It was the 3rd season of PRISON BREAK... My favorite TV show……I was so thrilled? I dashed towards my PC and grabbed it. I couldn't believe this. How come I find PRISON BREAK on my table...? Is it my birthday today? Did a fairy drop this for me? Did God answer my prayers? I had no idea… wow… this is great I told to my self………...


I grabbed the DVD case and checked the cover. It had a wonderful picture of Michael Scofield and Lincoln Burrows – my favorite TV characters. Wished I was handsome like them... wished I was in a prison like them … wished I was a prisoner in Fox River or may be in SONA…. I opened the DVD case hurriedly... Alas! It was empty. I froze with excitement... now what? I was shocked… my plans suddenly collapsed... Oh my God! What happened? Where is the CD I cried… how am I suppose to splurge the night without feasting my eyes on the show… oh God help me! What happened…?I was furious… I screamed loud… where the hell is the DVD… then again whom am I suppose to scream at? First of all, did I bring this DVD? No... Did I loose it? Is this a dream……? I wept......................... I felt like breaking my computer… as Michael broke in the prison… WENTWORTH MILLER! I cried – that was his real name - He was my role model… Then again … WENTWORTH wouldn’t cry like this... I thought… its ok... I made up my mind? Suddenly my eyes wandered at a file on my book shelf... Oh my god, it's a CD… I couldn't believe my eyes … I grabbed it… oh no! It was the missing CD! My God! PRISON BREAK... God has shown his mercy on me. I was so damn happy………..... So without wasting a second I switched on my PC… it took me almost three minutes to log in…. Too much of memory used in my PC …… anyway I tried to move the curser towards the windows media player? Alas! The curser was stuck… hmm. What am I suppose to do now? I had to plug in the mouse properly and restart the machine again….. How long will that take? Five seconds… thirty five seconds… how can I wait for another thirty five seconds...? What would happen, if there was a power cut now… what if the dooms day was today… oh God! I won't be able to watch the third season of PRISON BREAK?

Dr. Sara Tancredi: Tattoo looks fresh... hold that. I guess being a diabetic you don't mind needles.

Michael Scofield: I'm Michael by the way.

Dr. Sara Tancredi: Scofield, I read your report.

Michael Scofield: And you are?

Dr. Sara Tancredi: Doctor Tancredi, will do.

Michael Scofield: Tancredi, like the governor. You're not related, are you? Hmm... Wouldn’t think you'd find the daughter of Frontier Justice Frank working at a prison, as a doctor no less.

Dr. Sara Tancredi: I believe being part of the solution, not the problem.

Michael Scofield: Hmm...”Be the Change You Want To See In the World"

The dialogs of the show echoed in my ear. What could have happened to Sara Tancredi? What’s with the Prison Sona? I heard it was Scary - a Torture Chamber… What about Sucre, T bag? I had a lot of questions to clear... Wouldn't I be able to watch the season three TONIGHT? I heard that FOX TV is planning to show season four in US this September… wished I was born in US? Then again it’s just a matter of watching FOX TV on cable... Isn’t it? But I don’t have cable TV. Finally it took almost seventy five SECONDS to restart the damn machine… ‘I better change my PC soon’ I thought… but do I have money to buy a new PC?

I looked at the windows media player? Oh I forgot to insert the CD in. so I inserted the DVD hurriedly... Hmm I was impatient… I was so excited … I'm going to watch my favorite show… HURRAY! I can boost about the show to my friends to tomorrow...I envisioned the future… Lot of thoughts crossed my head………… I pressed the enter button several times... Where the hell is the show…? The show wasn’t appearing at all … what's wrong with it… I ejected the CD and inserted it once AGAIN… No it's not working. What’s wrong with it…? I took the DVD out... Have I placed it upside-down... I checked it again... No … it was placed properly … I was about to blow up in anger any moment… I opened the DVD player now... still The CD didn’t t respond... What's wrong with it …? Michael Scofied. Help me? I told to my favorite character who was ogling at me through the hard cover of the DVD case…............. I was frustrated... I took the CD out... God... it was scratched… Oh no! I cried… I ran toward the bathroom helplessly and washed the DVD several times… I washed it with shampoo... I was mad like hell... I washed it again, wiped it from my towel and inserted the CD hoping to watch PRISON BREAK………….Hmm it's not working……. Oh no……. what am I suppose to... what should I do? Break my PC? Break the DVD? I don't know…………Michael, Linc, LJ, Sara, Mahoney and Sucre. Help me? I SCREAMED. Suddenly my sister walked in to my room from no where...

'Did you see my CD?' She asked

‘NO! What CD?' I replied with anger

'Well I brought a blank CD this evening…..... I need to copy my assignment... well..... it was inside a PRISON BREAK case’ She said.

Oh My God!

Do you believe in God? Its all right..... Tell me. I will not tell anybody? So do you believe? No! What? You don't. That's strange! Are you an atheist or something? Why don't you believe in God? Why don't you believe in God? do you have any problem with it? Well … I believe in God? What about you? Do you believe in God? Firstly why do you believe in God? Have you seen God? How does he look like? Did he tell that he's God? No. Then how come you believe in God? First of all why did you believe in God? Did your parents insist you to believe in God or did you believe by your self?


Have you'r parents seen God? Then have your grand parents seen God? Then, have your great grand parents seen God? If none of them had seen God why on earth do you believe in GodDoes God really exist?Where on earth does GOD exist.... Oops... I'm sorry …where on universe dose God exist ? does any body know? Is God a myth? Is God just a belief? An object? Is God a living thing? Is God a looking at me? Where is God? I want to see him? Why do we call God, God? Who gave him that name? How did the concept of God come to the minds of human? Who is the first human being who got to know about him? I wished that I was that man who saw God first......but still even if i met God FIRST, Would you guys believe my word? Hey! Guess what!There is a God. One God... watching at us… watching at me typing this? watching at me right now. watching at you reading this..... All knower, all hearer, the cherisher and sustainer, most gracious, most merciful. God knows everything. God knows what I thought right now. God knows what you thought right nowbecause he is the creator of everything that exists in this universe and beyond. He is the one who created me? the one who had given me fingers to type this and the one who had given eyes to you to read this ....... Having done all this why don't we believe in him.

Is it ONE God or number of Gods....it should be ONE.... otherwise the so called Gods might fight with each other to prove the most powerful one among them. Thank God there's only ONE God...... otherwise the universe would be in an utter mess as the world is now...So if there's only one God why are we having so many Gods in this world? Some call the president a God? Some call a STATUE a God. Some call their husband the God... Did God REALLY create us? Then who created God? God doesn't have a beginning or an end. So those subjects are beyond our thinking. Ok… what about us? .HUMAN haven't we been created naturally? I mean from a monkey... or from something like that…. Hmm…. Then who created the monkey? NATURE now who is this nature?Is a nature a living thing?has anybody met Mother Nature? Is she pretty? Are we bewildered God with nature.? if life was formulated naturally through evolution?Then who created the first living thing? Did that occur naturally? Do you believe in God or Charles Darwin's theory ? IF you believe in Charles Darwin, Ask him who is the fist living thing on earth? Sadly he's dead. How complex is a human anatomy? how complex is a fly's anatomy. How complex is a worm's anatomy? Can these creatures occur naturally.? I mean on a world filled with disasters? Lets believe that man was made naturally. Then what about the first woman? Who created the first woman? Did the first man create the first woman? Is he a scientist?


Don't you think someone should create man? well.. GOD is the one who created man? I mean if Thomas Alva Edison was the creator of the bulb who is the creator of man? Ok can we expect heaps of iron naturally turn into a plane? Can we expect it to happen in 10 year? 20. Maybe in 40 million years? NEVER ! Either the iron would remain the same or it would decay.! But if a man who has the knowledge about making a plane gets involved, there would be chance of a plane at the end! If a plane can’t get created naturally how come HUMAN get created naturally? Don’t you think that there should be a creator of human? Shouldn't we be thankful for him?and that's God. So where is God? the creator? is God a statue? come on….. if God is the creator how come God be a statue? haven't we created statures? GOD is looking at us .. closer to us than our cells.. How come God does that if it was trapped in a statue....true enough.. Is God a man? How come God become a man? if god was a man, God should be only the God for human WHAT ABOUT WOMEN ?.What about the other living beings? Don't you think that if God was a man he had treated other living beings unfairly? I mean by taking the form of a human, but not the form of other living creatures. Besides if God was a human how can he satisfy our needs?because humans have unlimited needs.


On the other hand, what do we expect from a God? God has to listen to us?God has to fulfill our needs? God has to answer our prayers.? so if God was a man how come God do all that...normally any man has to sleep. Eat! drink ! love! urinate! stool! have sex! in a nut shell human has a lot of needs? so if God was a man he has needs. Doesn't he? Ok... how can we expect our needs to be fulfilled by a MAN? BECAUSE God shouldn’t have BE HAVING needs? For an example, If God has hair; he SHOULD need time to trim it? If he was married he should have wives? he should need time to spend with them. So God cannot be a human.. What would happen if I get problem in the pitch black of night, and if I want to talk to God for help...if God was a human wouldn't he be sleeping in the night? COME ON, A HEALTHY normal man would be sleeping at that time! So if God was sleeping when I was in need , MAY GOD BLESS ME what’s the use of having a sleepy God? A God shouldn’t sleep. God has to be an all hearer, all knower and one with no needs.? Can we ask food from a person who is in hunger? Cant isn't it? Can we ask financial help from a BEGGER? Cant! isn't it? If you wonder where God is, God is looking at us! looking at his slaves.! He is the one who sustains us! He is the one who created you.!Me.. The first man on earth1 the first woman on earth! God is the creator of the CHICKEN .God is the creator of the HEN . God is the creator of the EGG. He had revealed about him through special people time to time! He has revealed about him to selected ones amongst us.! but what have we done.? We have not GOT enlightened by them but mislead. Finally we had START treating those selected people as Gods and forgot the real God ? what a SAD story is that? That’s how we humans have been separated. FOR GOD SAKE ! HUMAN's die. God doesn't. We sleep. God doesnt! In a nut shell we are slaves of God?Normally what should the slaves do to make their God happy? Fight?Lie? Steel? Cheat ? Kill the innocent? NO [ well that's what most of the people do] We have to be thankful for GOD, for creating us.


We should be doing good deeds? coz God is watching at us? I mean if nobody's watching at us why on earth should we do good deeds.? we should do good deeds only of we are watched and rewarded accordingly? will any of us work properly at an office under minor supervision?. No isn't it? Similarly we do good deeds because we believe that God is looking at us.? if we believe on that there would be less trouble on earth? There shouldn't be any doubt about God. Undoubtedly we should believe in God. What? Can't you still believe this.....? There are certain things that cannot be proved by human but by beliefs... Don't you believe in your mother? Don't you believe on your father? Don't you believe in their love...? Have you ever done a DNA test to prove that they're your biological parents? No isn't it? You wouldn't. By any chance if you did, that would be a disgrace to the love on your parents? I strongly believe in God, the one who created me and sustains me... So do you believe on God now? It's up to you to believe or not. A believer would see God. He would feel the power of God. There are thousands of signs everywhere. There are plenty..... An ant would describe the power of God. Who has given a soothing color to a flower? Who has given the power to the wind to move? Who turns a blood clot in to a loving child? Is it a mother or a father? None them isn’t it? So shouldn’t we live as God had told us to live? But has God told about this to us? It's up to you to decide? God had already sent scores of people to enlighten us. That's what enlightenment is all about... So go get enlightened. God has shown us plenty of signs! look at the sky how perfect is it? Look at moon how beautiful is it? Look at the sun? Look at the stars? Look at the sea? The mountains, look at the flower? Look at a bird? Who gives the bird the power to fly? Look at the day and look at the night? Look at a butterfly and look at a plant? How beautiful are those..... Can these beauties occur naturally? One day we would definitely meet God... So on that day, don't tell God, that I didn't tell you about him.

The most beautiful woman on earth?

When was the last time you looked at a beautiful woman? Was it few hours back at office or few minutes back in your car? Or just now, while reading this... or never... but I don't agree that. Because then you are not a man…I mean a straight man... So if you are a man, maybe you think of them always... don't you? But don't worry; I'm not here to judge you.

I forgot to ask you this? Now where did you glimpse that beautiful woman? Was it on the bus, elevator? Coffee shop? was it someone in the cast of Desperate Housewives? Or did she come in your dream. I don't know. Don't you think who ever she is, that she's the most beautiful woman in the world? Well I do.

How often do you think of them? I mean about this pretty women. Well in my case, I don't think of them always. But yes sometime I do…Well it doesn't matter where you see her? What really matters is the fact that, whether you like her or not. Isn't it?What do you feel when you see a beautiful woman. Don't you wish to talk to her? Grab her soft fingers and kiss her sweet cheeks. But who know whether her fingers are rough and her cheek bones are allergic to your repulsive lips. But why don't you try it your self? Are you scared? Well I do get scared sometimes.

Don't you feel like asking her out for a dinner or a coffee? Come on….. Let me be straightforward…… don't fell like marring her? I do? But what if she was already married? Or maybe engaged, or proposed. Even if she was single, would she still accept my invitation? Just forget about the marriage proposal for a moment, at least will she come with me for a coffee. I have no idea....

What if she's looking for the most beautiful man on earth as I'm looking for the most beautiful woman on earth? Am I beautiful enough for her...? I mean am I a good looking and a handsome guy... I think I do. But would she think the same way about me as i do?First of all, why on earth do we crave for a beautiful girlfriend or a beautiful wife? Is it because we appreciate beauty or for some other reason. Hmm…... That's a good point...

I think most of the people do it to show off. I mean to show off to their friends that they are in a possession of the prettiest woman on earth... otherwise what's the desperate need to all these men to go behind beautiful woman? What about the rest of the woman in the world. I mean the ugly? Are they going to end up single...?

Now what is beauty anyway? Is it all about having a fair skin? Slim figure? A lengthy hair? a long neck? I don't know? I always thought my mother was the most beautiful? Then I thought it was my little sister? When I grew, for god’s sake… instead of becoming a doctor or a lawyer, why the hell did I want to become Eva Longoria's Gardener? I dont know.. Don’t you think I’m crazy? Was that because I thought she was beautiful. I even wished to become Natalie Portman's partner but why haven't I met her yet? Is she so difficult to approach? When I was at high school I wished I was Gisele Bunchen's boy friend… I sometimes wish to be Aishwarya Rai's husband... but what could I do with them? Man………! What wouldn't I do with them... but…. are only beautiful people live happily?

Wish I had the looks of Brad Pitt so that I could marry Angelina Jolie. But then again is Brad Pitt happy? Is natural beauty ever better than constructed beauty, like in art, paintings or music? Do beauty and happiness go together? What is the relation between beauty and the sublime? There is a saying that truth is beauty and beauty is truth, but is that correct?

Finally, why does beauty matter? I know that beauty gives you tremendous comfort, success and almost everything in life if you use it in the correct way... but what if she looses it? Wouldn't she become insecure then? I have a small doubt there? Help!

In my opinion Beauty is a tool… just a tool… a temporary tool, a swindle, a slouch and certainly a fragile tool. It's more likely to fade and disappear. You are more likely to loose it. Don’t you think that Queen Rania has taken the full use of her beauty? Don’t you think that Pamela Anderson has misused her beauty? Do you still find Britney spears beautiful? What about your current girlfriend? Just think….. Dose she look stunning after cleansing her make up?

Have you seen Tyra Banks' pretty face without make up? Have you ever seen Lindsay Lohan's mug shot? Have you seen Princess Diana’s last minute photographs? I haven’t…. but If you did... I'm sure you wouldn't like them anymore... because beauty is not all about your appearance... Beauty is something that hidden deep inside. So go discover it…….

The safest place on earth

What is the safest place on earth? Is it Manhattan in New York? London in United Kingdom? I'm not sure. What about Afghanistan and Iraq? No way. People who live in that part of the world die very often. It's dangerous there. Does that mean that people who live elsewhere don't die? I don't know. I suppose China is safe. Sorry! I forget about Tibet? What about the Middle East? Well my office seems to be safer than the Middle East. My home is also safer than that? What? Does that mean that your home is hazardous? My home is safe without my wife.

What exactly is the safest place in the world? Hurray! I think I found it?? Is it Jerusalem... maybe Mecca? McDonalds? I don't think so? Initially I thought it was the White House in the United Sates.

Wait a minute! If the White House was the safest place on earth why do they have to have such a tight security in Washington DC? I mean why should they have to take such drastic measures to safeguard it? Now I get the point. So white house is not the safest place, is it? Then What about the Pentagon? Isn't it safe? Can't you remember what happened on the September 11th. Oh my god! I totally forgot about it. What a tragedy.......

Didn’t they boost about their security? What a defense did they have? Metal detectors, security cameras, trained dogs, skilled police officers? What a mess? Don't you think it's too much of an effort? I mean, why they have to make so much of precautions to make one place safe. Then, what about the rest of the world where ordinary people like you and I live? Maybe, we who live out side the Pentagon are in risk?


Then what is the safest place on earth? Name me just one place? So, that I could go and live there peacefully. Well… If the Pentagon isn't the safest place on earth why do people call it as one of the safest places on earth? Don't you think it's silly?

Why do some world leaders struggle to make this world safe, if its not? To my surprise it's the same world leaders who kill thousands of innocent people for no reason? Then how dare they talk about safety? Can somebody question them? Don't you think it's the biggest blunder ever? Why are those people engaged in worthless talks about making the world safe to live?

I still remember the lessons that my teachers taught me about the earth being the safest planet to live out of the entire universe? Scientists had confirmed it? Haven't they? If that is the case, why do these so called world leaders struggle to make the world safe? Have scientists lied? Then who had actually turned this world into an unsafe place? Is it me? You? Then who? Is' it my neighbor? Britney Spears? Don't you think who ever that person is we should catch him first?

Well! Finally what I understand is that it's us who had made this world unsafe?

Just think a bit! Can we walk peacefully on a street? Can we express are ideas? Can we dance in the rain? Sleep on the road? Wake up late? Can you scream at your boss or raise your voice against a police officer? In a nutshell, I don't even believe that I will be able to reach home safely tonight. So do you still think that it's safe enough for me to make my opinion on my blog like this? I don't know........

Boredom

Today was a yet another boring day to me. I hope it’s the same to all of those who read this right now. Come on! If the day was so colorful to you, would you be reading this right now? I mean, on the other hand if the day was so interesting to me, would I be posting this on my blog right now? No. isn’t it?

At times its good to have a boring day like this, so that I could share my boredom with you.But if this continues everyday, don’t you think it’s a problem to look at? So what should we do? Order some pizza? Log into face book? Watch a movie or just have a nap? Well, if your planning do any of them, please don’t? Trust me, I tried all of them. Still I find my day damn boring. As usual my day seems to be colorless as hell. Don’t get me wrong? I have not been to hell as yet. I don’t know why? I don’t see my life interesting as others.

Hey one moment, has anybody out there got an interesting life? I doubt that.I mean, there are thousands of people out there who are worthwhile living and die for nor reason. But here I have my visa to live but no ticket to fly. I mean, why am I bored so much? I don’t know.

If you don’t know me, I’m on my twenties and find life as a useless option. Am I correct? If I’m wrong please help me?What should I do? Tell me? For an example I think I should tell what happened this morning. My mother brought me the morning tea. It was half empty. A fly was having a dip on it. Why on my cup I thought. The handle of my mug had few cracks too. Life filled with wearisome experiences. Finally for my surprise the tea was also cold as ice. I yelled in anger. But my mom was not there to reply.

Suddenly the wall clock ticked at 9.What am I still doing on my bed at 9 I thought? But still…. what am I suppose to do getting up early? I thought. So don’t you think that life is a worthless thing to me at all? I peeped through the window and looked at my bike. It was broken. Bad luck. I got to go for a job interview at 10. One more hour to go. But why? If I don’t like to live, why do a job?God! I don’t like to die either. So why am I bored? Then I called couple of my friends to check what they were doing. What? There’re busy? Impossible! I know my friends... What would they probably do? Nothing... But How come they become busy but not me? Are they lying to me? I mean as I lie to my mom, where I pretend to be busy.So what the hell is wrong with my life? Is it normal? I thing it’s normal. I don’t see anything interesting on me. So I start creating this blog. Hoping this would get me out of boredom. But who know what would happen next.. I mean will I end up bored again?